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Well if you don't want to talk to me that's fine but I am going to say what I have to say if you don't like it that's fine. I wasn't going to go in the room and see him I thought however it would be curteous to stay and talk to everyone else. When I was begining to leave Amber asked me if I went and seen him and I said no that you had told me that he said he didn't feel like seeing anyone. In those exact words. If I have slandered you some way some how just tell me how. I honestly don't understand why you handled it the way it was handled. I visited with the family more than with CJ. Yes I haven't been the best to CJ in the past and for that I have appoligized to him for. I still want to be there for him Rick. I know that you are hurting and upset. Everyone is. I just wanted to see him or just talk to him before I left and seeing him and then you coming in like you where pissed off at me because I did something wrong and telling me it's time to go while Amber and Jen are telling me it's fine if I stay a little longer I didn't understand. Why you where being so stern with me. We have never been in an argument and if you really think I have been that bad to you thats fine go ahead and cut all ties with me Rick. I know I should have talked to you and listend to what you had to say but seeing him like that still hurts me too. You can belive it or not and yes our friendship hasn't been the greatest here lately but I have tried to back off and not call him we do still talk occasionally not like we used to but we do and yes I call him. If that makes a difference. The only thing I see that I may have done wrong is not listening to what you had to say and I am sorry. I was upset because I don't recall you ever being the way you where with me. If I am wrong then oh well. Take care.