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Ugh. So I'm going to my third school in three years. Yep, I'm one of those kids that goes to like every college. I absolutely loved Johnson and Wales, and I do wish I was going back there, but I did not love their tuition bills. They sucked. I was going to return to Daniel Webster, but then I realized that their tuition bills aren't much better, and I'm going to have to pay for this shit someday. I came to the realization that I may not get a job doing what I want in which case I would be paying retarted amounts of money for essentially nothing. In any case, the amount I would be paying would suck huge.
I'm going to Fitchburg now, much cheaper, and unfortunately also requires me to change my major :0(. I'm now in Business as opposed to Sports Management, but I still have a foundation in sports, which is good, and I can still get into sports with a business degree. The worst part is, I really don't want to go back to school. I would much rather work. I would much rather start a full time job than continue with school. You know, it has always been my dream to work for the Red Sox (which has been lately has competition in working for the Bruins), then I think about how working in sports could drastically change my interest in them and I just don't think I want that. I've always been independent and I really want to move onto supporting myself, as in working and getting my own paycheck. I'm already in over my head without school bills. Obviously, I'm "supposed" to finish school, and that's why I'm still going, because the bullshit I would get for not going isn't worth it.
I seriously would much rather start working, give up on this part time garbage and go fulltime. Maybe some day I would/could finish my degree but I really don't know if its worth it, especially looking at the people I already work with who have degrees and are still where they are. I don't know if I can handle that. It seems like such a waste of money. I can't lie, I like my job, and I can see myself doing it everyday, at least for now, maybe for a few years, pay what I already owe and get out of this hole, save up some money and then start new? That's what I'd really like to do. I just don't think that others around me would go for it. :0(
I'm going to Fitchburg now, much cheaper, and unfortunately also requires me to change my major :0(. I'm now in Business as opposed to Sports Management, but I still have a foundation in sports, which is good, and I can still get into sports with a business degree. The worst part is, I really don't want to go back to school. I would much rather work. I would much rather start a full time job than continue with school. You know, it has always been my dream to work for the Red Sox (which has been lately has competition in working for the Bruins), then I think about how working in sports could drastically change my interest in them and I just don't think I want that. I've always been independent and I really want to move onto supporting myself, as in working and getting my own paycheck. I'm already in over my head without school bills. Obviously, I'm "supposed" to finish school, and that's why I'm still going, because the bullshit I would get for not going isn't worth it.
I seriously would much rather start working, give up on this part time garbage and go fulltime. Maybe some day I would/could finish my degree but I really don't know if its worth it, especially looking at the people I already work with who have degrees and are still where they are. I don't know if I can handle that. It seems like such a waste of money. I can't lie, I like my job, and I can see myself doing it everyday, at least for now, maybe for a few years, pay what I already owe and get out of this hole, save up some money and then start new? That's what I'd really like to do. I just don't think that others around me would go for it. :0(