May 13, 2012 21:16
Wow. It's been over a year and a half since the last time I even considered posting to this. Plenty has happened since then (obviously), but I didn't really feel like I had much of a reason to post to this during that time. I've posted shorter entries on occasion to Facebook, though. Still, maybe it's time I start using this a little more often. ... Well, maybe at least more often than once a year or so. Even if no one else reads this. :P
Anyway, I figured that this would be a good place for me to get this off my back. It seems like even if I try, I can't seem to get a certain friend from high school out of my mind. I had a crush on her back in high school, but I was too shy to really do much of anything pertaining to it. It has been a number of years now since the last time I had any kind of chance to talk to her, but every now and then, she still appears in my dreams when I sleep. I know that some would suggest that I just try to forget and move on; I tried that, but the occasional appearance in my dreams still persisted. Something inside of me tells me that maybe I ought to try to contact her and at least talk for a bit. Problem is, I have absolutely no contact information to work with now, and I'm not sure how I should go about trying to find such info.
It's times like this that I wish I wasn't so shy back then.