Apr 21, 2008 19:26
It's rarely been as happy or wonderful as I would've hoped, but it has been beautiful. The tapestry of my life has been woven with colors of possibly every emotion that exists, and not just once, but in rhythms, patterns, and waves. I can almost envision circular patterns of cool dark depressions, bright moments of hope, friendliness, and love; and the anger of searing maroons tangled deeply into my soul's history.
What it sums up to is that at the end of the day, I'm still here, and I'm alright.
I kind of want to sit on a hilltop this eve and watch the sunset. If I actually would, I'd invite others to come along.
Circumstances keep either of those two scenarios (watching the setting sun, and watching it with others) from happening tonight.
Yet if you can make it work, you're invited to come with me. There's a place for any of you, and for all of you on my hill. And if you've ever been one of mine, as I believe you all have, no matter how long it's been, hell, no matter what, you're invited.
Each of you has a place on my hill until the day I die, and then, I hope that I might frequent your hills. Each of you are with me always. I hope we all have the chance to one day share a setting sun, you (any of you) and me.
I love you all. I always will.