okayyyyyy so it's been awhile ( Read more... )

Love writes a letter and sends it to Hate ( Read more... )

god, i don't even know where to begin. i don't know where the days go. i still work at lynnwood, & everything's fine there, i just feel like i need to get away from it all. i love the people there, it's fun, keeps me busy, but i hate some of the drama & having to see certain people. whenever i have a day off all i do is sleep, lay around, watch tv ( Read more... )

today i almost cried probably atleast 5 times. not all out of sadness but just out of frustration, anger, complete feelings of failure. one of my tables paid $19 on a $19.56 tab. cool, i paid you to serve you food. ended out the night walking with only $32 when my credit card tips alone were more than that. sweet. me & cameron are a completely ( Read more... )

so i'm a little confused & sad. i worked tonight & had a lot of fun, but when it came to the end of the night to figure out my tips, things got messed up. i had $500+ in sales for the night, & $90 in tips JUST from credit card slips. that doesn't factor in the cash tips i got. after paying the resteraunt the money that i supposidly "owed", i was ( Read more... )

so my first night was so much fun! i only had a three table section & 2 of them were the smoking tables so they were only 3 tops, but i made as much as everyone else who had like 5 table sections! one of my tables nicknamed me bounce because supposidly i bounce when i walk (?!) hah. cameron's coming to get me in a little bit & i'm serving again ( Read more... )

first night on the floor serving by myself tonight. on wingnight, AHHH! i'm so nervous but so excited.

hm what to say, it's been a while since i've posted in here or really talked to anyone about whats going on in my life/my head ( Read more... )

AHH. okay so it's official. tomorrow @ 4 i'm going to go get my hair cut & colored. i'm so fucking nervous! the most recent picture i have of me/my hair is from halloween @ lynnwood:

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so it's a new year, thank god ( Read more... )