i dunno what will help and i'm not asking you to put me first i understand you need to put you first
i'm just feeling like you are as i just wanna rip something to shreds...in this case, it seems to be me
it's not that dr. thompson isn't helping i mean, you know how impatient i am and with something taht hurts, and has been hurting for over half my life, i don't wanna wait any longer
no doctor can fix it quickly, and thats part of what gets me down i want a magic wand, a genie lamp something like that. just make it all go away
but the shit takes time, i just dunno if i can wait another however long to fix things before i do something stupid
sometimes i feel in pain for no reason physical and emotional
you can't sleep, that seems to be your big problem/side-effect i get these terrible headaches so bad i can't think straight, and it's hard enough as is
my mind just melts and i start spacing like whoa i dunno i know you're trying to help and i really appreciate it
it's not the therapist's fault it's not your fault it's my fault it's me that's screwed up
and maybe i do wanna go away...but i dunno...not away frmo you, or from here. as you said, leaving won't change much, if anything
i dunno what will help
and i'm not asking you to put me first
i understand you need to put you first
i'm just feeling like you are as i just wanna rip something to shreds...in this case, it seems to be me
it's not that dr. thompson isn't helping
i mean, you know how impatient i am
and with something taht hurts, and has been hurting for over half my life, i don't wanna wait any longer
no doctor can fix it quickly, and thats part of what gets me down
i want a magic wand, a genie lamp
something like that. just make it all go away
but the shit takes time,
i just dunno if i can wait another however long to fix things before i do something stupid
sometimes i feel in pain for no reason
physical and emotional
you can't sleep, that seems to be your big problem/side-effect
i get these terrible headaches
so bad i can't think straight, and it's hard enough as is
my mind just melts and i start spacing like whoa
i dunno
i know you're trying to help
and i really appreciate it
it's not the therapist's fault
it's not your fault
it's my fault
it's me that's screwed up
and maybe i do wanna go away...but i dunno...not away frmo you, or from here. as you said, leaving won't change much, if anything
i just mean, get help 24/7. you know what i mean
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