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Ok so I think I did OK on my Spanish midterm. Maki I owe you like everything. Even though we didn't do like anything, I remembered the stuff we did talk about because our conversation was beautiful.
I have a really big urge to go to Old Navy for some reason. Maybe it's because I had a dream last night that Shoe turned into a girl and we went shopping together. Hm.
I've noticed I have a habit of psyching myself out before I do things, telling myself and others that the outcome is gonna be pretty negative. I do it for everything, really - vacations, tests, big games - and I dunno it sounds kind of morbid, but I even do it for things that really have no chance of going badly at all. I just find the worst possible outcome and say "That's how it's going to end". I'm not a pessimist by any means...I think I do it because it's just a really good feeling when something you've decided isn't going to go well actually goes amazingly. It reinforces my faith in myself I guess.
The mood icon for thoughtful looks like it has a hat, by the way.
I have a really big urge to go to Old Navy for some reason. Maybe it's because I had a dream last night that Shoe turned into a girl and we went shopping together. Hm.
I've noticed I have a habit of psyching myself out before I do things, telling myself and others that the outcome is gonna be pretty negative. I do it for everything, really - vacations, tests, big games - and I dunno it sounds kind of morbid, but I even do it for things that really have no chance of going badly at all. I just find the worst possible outcome and say "That's how it's going to end". I'm not a pessimist by any means...I think I do it because it's just a really good feeling when something you've decided isn't going to go well actually goes amazingly. It reinforces my faith in myself I guess.
The mood icon for thoughtful looks like it has a hat, by the way.