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Title:One Last Tear[Drabble.]
Author: doublebanana06
Pairing: Bert//Gerard
Rating: R, Just in case.
POV: Gerard's.
Disclaimer: I don't own these boys, but oh how I wish I did.
Summary: The Used and MCR are not in existence. Bert gets into a fatal accident, How does Gerard take it?
Warning: Death, and somewhat depressing atmosphere.
I was sitting alone in my room once again. Staring at the old pictures of the two of us. We were so happy, why did this have to happen?
I've missed you so much it's unreal. It's like you've left this hole burning through my chest, I can feel the empty space splitting me in two more and more each day.
It hurts more than I'm willing to admit, to go each day without you. Even after twelve months. I feel the tearing at my hear and tears trickling down my cheeks.
I'm surprised those pictures aren't ruined, stained with my tears to match my cheeks. It's amazing that the wet streaks haven't become my newest permanent feature.
How could this happen, Bert? How could you be so careless? You got yourself taken out of this world much too soon.
I visited the grave site today. By the time I left my legs and the flowers I brought were frozen and covered in the powdery white snow. I couldn't help but remember how you looked the last time I'd seen you, when you were in the hospital after the accident. You were so broken, so helpless, the happiness and life torn from your face. I can't believe you left me just a few hours after you entered that room.
The doctors were amazed, you were so intoxicated they didn't know how you could have seen well enough to drive. They told me your injuries were so bad when you got there you were virtually helpless. All they could do was make you comfortable.
It took Mikey and the doctors two hours to pry me off of you, and finally leave the hospital. You were so cold, so lifeless, But I still couldn't accept that you were gone. I still can't handle it. But everything's going to be okay now, we'll be together again.
I've tried so hard to be strong for you, to not let it come to this. I just can't avoid it this time, Bert. I'm sorry, forgive me? I love you.
Then it was over, I pulled the trigger with one last tear falling to stain my cheeks.
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A/N So I don't write a lot of storys like this, but I felt really proud of this one so I decided to post it. I hope you liked it. Con-crit is always welcome.
Author: doublebanana06
Pairing: Bert//Gerard
Rating: R, Just in case.
POV: Gerard's.
Disclaimer: I don't own these boys, but oh how I wish I did.
Summary: The Used and MCR are not in existence. Bert gets into a fatal accident, How does Gerard take it?
Warning: Death, and somewhat depressing atmosphere.
I was sitting alone in my room once again. Staring at the old pictures of the two of us. We were so happy, why did this have to happen?
I've missed you so much it's unreal. It's like you've left this hole burning through my chest, I can feel the empty space splitting me in two more and more each day.
It hurts more than I'm willing to admit, to go each day without you. Even after twelve months. I feel the tearing at my hear and tears trickling down my cheeks.
I'm surprised those pictures aren't ruined, stained with my tears to match my cheeks. It's amazing that the wet streaks haven't become my newest permanent feature.
How could this happen, Bert? How could you be so careless? You got yourself taken out of this world much too soon.
I visited the grave site today. By the time I left my legs and the flowers I brought were frozen and covered in the powdery white snow. I couldn't help but remember how you looked the last time I'd seen you, when you were in the hospital after the accident. You were so broken, so helpless, the happiness and life torn from your face. I can't believe you left me just a few hours after you entered that room.
The doctors were amazed, you were so intoxicated they didn't know how you could have seen well enough to drive. They told me your injuries were so bad when you got there you were virtually helpless. All they could do was make you comfortable.
It took Mikey and the doctors two hours to pry me off of you, and finally leave the hospital. You were so cold, so lifeless, But I still couldn't accept that you were gone. I still can't handle it. But everything's going to be okay now, we'll be together again.
I've tried so hard to be strong for you, to not let it come to this. I just can't avoid it this time, Bert. I'm sorry, forgive me? I love you.
Then it was over, I pulled the trigger with one last tear falling to stain my cheeks.
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A/N So I don't write a lot of storys like this, but I felt really proud of this one so I decided to post it. I hope you liked it. Con-crit is always welcome.