Hey! There's A Rash On Al!
The days are bubbling past, suffused with ponderables and experiences. I think about updating this journal and wonder which items to cull in order to properly convey the pith, admiring the ability of those who are both more graceful and concise.
I'm noticeably stronger in my workouts. Tom is pleased and I'm over the moon.
The bodywork sessions are deepening as the relationship and trust grow. Tonight I had a significant body release related to the moment in which I knew that I was going to fall, that there was nothing to be done about it, and that I was going to injure myself really badly. A lot of it was lodged in my neck, though there was a significant portion in my face, as well. This stuff will rock your world.
Monday, I'm going to give MW a massage to see if she likes my work. She suggested that we look into doing treatment exchanges, especially because she think I would do better with 90-minute sessions, though she is hesitant to put that financial burden in my lap. I appreciate that. It would elevate the treatments from do-able to hardship, pretty fast. So, we'll see. She'll either like my hands, or she won't.
Things with LS continue to move forward. She is ... I'm hard pressed to articulate adequate descriptives. Let's simply say that I have more than met my match. She's brilliant and heartful and wise. Kind, funny, and bold. She makes my knees weak and makes me want to drop, though this is a part of herself that she has only ever contemplated privately.
Where we will land remains unknown, but the layers and vines of connection are rich, already. I can speak plainly with her and be well received. She turns my confusion into poetry. She reads my poetry and understands my heart. She shares herself with vulnerability and dignity. I like her. :)
There are intellectual concerns that I'm too tired to write about just now. I think they are more along the lines of Candy For Brains With Too Little To Do than actual cause(s) for concern.
Speaking of tired, I'm going to bed now. :)
-Dot
Copyright 2005 Dot's Stuff. All rights reserved. Ups and downs optional.
I'm noticeably stronger in my workouts. Tom is pleased and I'm over the moon.
The bodywork sessions are deepening as the relationship and trust grow. Tonight I had a significant body release related to the moment in which I knew that I was going to fall, that there was nothing to be done about it, and that I was going to injure myself really badly. A lot of it was lodged in my neck, though there was a significant portion in my face, as well. This stuff will rock your world.
Monday, I'm going to give MW a massage to see if she likes my work. She suggested that we look into doing treatment exchanges, especially because she think I would do better with 90-minute sessions, though she is hesitant to put that financial burden in my lap. I appreciate that. It would elevate the treatments from do-able to hardship, pretty fast. So, we'll see. She'll either like my hands, or she won't.
Things with LS continue to move forward. She is ... I'm hard pressed to articulate adequate descriptives. Let's simply say that I have more than met my match. She's brilliant and heartful and wise. Kind, funny, and bold. She makes my knees weak and makes me want to drop, though this is a part of herself that she has only ever contemplated privately.
Where we will land remains unknown, but the layers and vines of connection are rich, already. I can speak plainly with her and be well received. She turns my confusion into poetry. She reads my poetry and understands my heart. She shares herself with vulnerability and dignity. I like her. :)
There are intellectual concerns that I'm too tired to write about just now. I think they are more along the lines of Candy For Brains With Too Little To Do than actual cause(s) for concern.
Speaking of tired, I'm going to bed now. :)
-Dot
Copyright 2005 Dot's Stuff. All rights reserved. Ups and downs optional.