Went to the oral surgeon guy today ( Read more... )

first off ( Read more... )

they are laying off people at work ( Read more... )

i feel like crud.
mostly just.
energy-less
but also
scratchy throat
and a little stuffiness.

guh.
i just want to be cuddled.

i also don't feel like thats a lot to ask.

not after a really hard year
of being all alone
in that respect.

soooooo tired.
seriously.

but it was great having fibs around today.
kept my chin up.

seriously.

and i am sooo sooo tired.
all i am going to do tomorrow is sleep.

on the upside.
i get my class settlement money in feb.
:)
maybe it will be more than 20 bucks.

i doubt it.

that i should be wary
of what i lust after.

things.

people.

because
i may be wanting
for the sake
of wanting
something.

anything.

and in the end,
they said
i should look closer.

is it really what i want?

....

i thought yes.

this could really be
something

but
now
my heart
and head
agree.

move on.

there is nothing for you here


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i mentioned to our "pseudo" manager today about my switching to days ( Read more... )

seriously ( Read more... )

i've decided to do a lot of "making" for xmas this year ( Read more... )

so much goes on in my head.
lots of words
and half written stories
just bobbling about in my brain.

all discombobulated.
just for the sake of alliteration.

but really.

i don't know why i never write them down.

they may be trapped.

hopefully it's not permanent.