Dec 30, 2005 01:06
thanks . ....for showing me you don't have respect for me .
i thought you were different, thought you'd know bettter, thought you cared.
thanks . thats fucked up and it hurt. !
u knew how i felt about it,(even said u'd call, shit couldnt even answer or text back) was the "talk " alone more important than 1 min to say goodnight to me? your not stupid, i dont have to explain whats wrong.
funny how you can change everything in one fucking night .. all i can say is i hope is was worth it .
now sleep your day away i'm sure your guilty free mind wont have nightmares like i did.. i'll be at work with a fake stare trying not to let u bring me down. i am alone , learn to stand alone cause whats the point of trying to let someone in if they just leave u standing alone agian anyway. i'm not mad . surprised that u could start to pull old shit agian/ . like what u had a chance to so u did? well i don't knw what to say. all i wanted was respect .
so maybe i'll hear from u , or maybe u think your to good to call me now. i'll find out . i have alot to think about now . like i got punched and laughed at... so must think of plans A B and C .. vause shit never turns out the way u wnat it , its ok i'll figure something out . like a friend told me step by step .
the whole fucking weekend is fucked up .. dammit. what happened to the one that loved me and the oen i loved .
happy fucking new years dottie ..(ha)