THIS SONG > YOU.

Jun 26, 2006 15:45

[mood |
cold]
[music | Rancid - "Junkie Man"]

Peetah's blogging is getting crazy. I've said it a million times, but he writes what I need to hear.

I just got back from my appointment. I'm on depression medication now, and I go back in 3 weeks to get put on meds for anxiety. I don't really want to be on medication but fuck am I tired of feeling like this. She mostly just asked about family history and I took a fill-in-the-bubbles standard "crazy person test". I told her my dad's schitzophrenic, so she aksed me a million times if I heard voices or had hallicunations (I don't). The first thing she said when she saw me was that I look like a very artistic person, and that's always nice to hear. A bathroom got myseriously VWT'd today... gee... I don't know who could have done it... :shifty eyes:

Shmurf went home today. Saturday we went to the mall and molested a cardboard Johnny Depp. Shmurf totally touched the monkey button and we saw a book called "Jesus Christ" and she yelled "OH MY GOD, JESUS CHRIST". We joked about moving the bibles to the Religious Fiction section. Come to think of it, I'm surprised we didn't get kicked out.

We had a lot of fun at the mall with Benface when he got there, and I spent almost all of my money on pretty clothes that were on sale.

That night we played in the rain and named the kittens Fleedly-Dop-Dop and Fleedly-Doo, because we're cool like that. And we stayed up late talking about things that needed to be said and we realized that the two of us are too fucked up in the head to not keep each other up-to-date with what's going on.

Yesterday we played in the hose and found a teeny-tiny little toad that we named Jorje. I tried and failed at making a VWT shirt, but at least we had fun. We watched "The Hills Have Eyes" and got really pissed that they didn't eat the damn baby. And I lasso'd Shmurf's toe.

Even though this post was mainly for the pictures of this weekend, and I just uploaded them, I'm not gonna post them yet. Later, for sure.



1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD?
-- Nope. He asked me out a few months ago and I said no.

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-- the AFI one with a moth

3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
-- Hehe... maybe.

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?
-- I don't have a top 8. Myspace Tom can kiss my ass.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
-- a few

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
-- One or two

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
-- I am not even going into that one today.

8. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR?
-- :snark: NO!

9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
-- My middle name's pretty cool. Or a hippie name like Rain or something.

10. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
-- Hehe, a true lady never kisses and tells.

11. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
-- I hung out at my house with Shmurf and the family

13. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
-- (I totally had to look, because Shmurf's the only one that ever calls and hers is "Hash Pipe" By Weezer) It's "I Write Sins..." by P!ATD

14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP?
-- 9 in the AM.

15.WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT
-- Trying to sleep

16. HOW MANY OF YOUR EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
-- none

17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
-- um... no.

18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
-- Leave Iowa

20. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLING(S)?
-- I get along with Hunter, but not Storm

21. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
-- I wish I was a little less dramatic.

22. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
-- I'd spend half on clothes/CDs and the rest woud go towards colleges

23.HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
-- I don't have a job.

25. LAST PERSON YOU CALLED?
-- Steveman

26. LAST THING YOU ATE?
-- Mint sundae cone

27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
-- June, because it's warm and my mom and storm's bdays are in June

28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
-- March, because there's alway so much drama, or any winther months because cold weather pisses me off.

29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED?
-- Probably something of Shmurf's or a pair of Storm's socks

30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
-- Your mom

31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
-- My f'list

32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
-- Your mother

33. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
-- Not answering this one...

34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-- Yeah, probably.

35. WHAT PHYSICAL FEATURE DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE SAME/OPPOSITE SEX?
-- Hair is the most important thing when it comes to looks for me. Bad hair is the worst turnoff.

36. FAVORITE FOOD?
-- Potatoes of some sort

37. FAVORITE DESSERT?
-- Cheesecake

38. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
-- What's with all the questions about kissing? I'm not telling. XD

39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
-- There's only one person I wish would die, but I'd get put on an FBI Watch List if I said. I'd probably thank god, sing "Haha You're Dead" by GD and then die a little because that would mean Cheney would be riunning America. :shivers:

40. LAST PERSON WHO SAID THEY LOVED YOU:
-- Baby Hunter

41. LAST PERSON YOU SAID LOVE YOU TO:
-- Everyone tells Hunter that they love him all the time. That kid pwns your face.

42. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE?
-- Ew, no thanks. Unless it's a sidekick, I don't want one.



1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends.

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job(s).
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my earlobes pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I've ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries or provinces
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business. I'll never get rich working for somebody else.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.?
* I own a collection of retro game consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time I was v. little
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
* I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
* I've gone skinny-dipping.
* I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
* I enjoy burritos.
* I'm Irish and lovin' it.
* I have a thing for redheads.
* I am a twin!
* Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
* Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
* I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
* I wish I could do High School all over again.
* I have big interest swings every year.
* I have loved Pokemon since the beginning and continue to do so.
* There's no genre of music I dislike.
* I've read every work written by my favorite author(s)
* No matter how much I sleep, I'm always tired.
* I'd rather eat out than cook.
* I am obsessed with actors that are older than I am.
* I can move my little toes independently.
* I enjoy purchasing and wearing articles of clothing and/or accessories that have skulls on them.
* I trip over my own feet at least once a week.
* I hate not knowing how to love
* I still fantasize once in a while about an ex.
* I find incredible freedom in being restricted.
* I hate shopping for shoes.
* I really dislike the color yellow.
* I watch a movie almost every day
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