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great people are coming in my life, its so awesome.
i'm so happy.. i'm learning to be so thankful for everything.
since my parents have been out of town the past couple of days i spent a lot of time with my grandma. she is a crack up, but i love her to death. i use to spend so much time with her i was younger..good times. today we went to lunch and she just loves to embarrass me but i guess i'm use to it. her favorite thing to tell me 'cory you are growing up so fast and i know you are too smart for those boys but remember the best birth control is to keep your legs closed!' haha never gets old.. still makes me want to curl up and hide everytime she says it in public, haha.
i have been thinking about things with my parents a lot.. i dont want to say i'm thinking to much because its all for the good..but things need to change. tonight at dinner i'm going to try my hardest to talk to them about things and hopefully my dad will understand and speak to me like an adult and understand what i'm trying to say. i never realized that its not his fault he is the way he is.. he isnt a bad person, just the way he is, the way he treats situations and things with me and my mother he should think through. i couldnt imagine not ever knowing my real parents, and then growing up with a so called 'family' that really had so many secrets. he is a strong guy, and i am afraid to bring up some things i want to talk about because i have NEVER seen him show a soft side..but i am praying things will go good!
i'm so happy.. i'm learning to be so thankful for everything.
since my parents have been out of town the past couple of days i spent a lot of time with my grandma. she is a crack up, but i love her to death. i use to spend so much time with her i was younger..good times. today we went to lunch and she just loves to embarrass me but i guess i'm use to it. her favorite thing to tell me 'cory you are growing up so fast and i know you are too smart for those boys but remember the best birth control is to keep your legs closed!' haha never gets old.. still makes me want to curl up and hide everytime she says it in public, haha.
i have been thinking about things with my parents a lot.. i dont want to say i'm thinking to much because its all for the good..but things need to change. tonight at dinner i'm going to try my hardest to talk to them about things and hopefully my dad will understand and speak to me like an adult and understand what i'm trying to say. i never realized that its not his fault he is the way he is.. he isnt a bad person, just the way he is, the way he treats situations and things with me and my mother he should think through. i couldnt imagine not ever knowing my real parents, and then growing up with a so called 'family' that really had so many secrets. he is a strong guy, and i am afraid to bring up some things i want to talk about because i have NEVER seen him show a soft side..but i am praying things will go good!