how time flies
It's been over a year since I posted here? That's kind of nuts, considering that I don't remember the time. It's kind of like digging a hole. You go as deep as you have to go... and when you start filling it back in, you just don't have enough dirt to fill it all the way back up. Where does all of the time and dirt go??
So much has changed since the last post. I'd like to post here more, but... I just never do? I read a lot of my older entries. It seems that I'll come here to see how I felt or what I was writing four years ago and then I'll post whatever is on my mind that day. Then I won't come back for another year or two.
But as far as updates go, things right now are the best that they have been in forever. I've had good times and good days in the past that I've written about, but things... as of this very minute... are the best that they have ever been. I have so much to look forward to and so much to be excited about. I have a good job that I feel good about doing, even if I am bored sometimes. I have butterflies from having the most kind-hearted, most compassionate, most beautiful woman that I have ever met. I have a good family that I have learned to love in spite of their incessant quarreling. I have yet another clean slate to work with and build another life on. I'm pretty excited about the future and I'm living in the present with no regrets.
In spite of not knowing what type of pants my work tomorrow will require, I am a happy man. Most of the time, my pants are the same, varying little day to day. But this and next week, I can't tell. I won't let it get me down, though. It takes a lot to ruin my days, these days.
So much has changed since the last post. I'd like to post here more, but... I just never do? I read a lot of my older entries. It seems that I'll come here to see how I felt or what I was writing four years ago and then I'll post whatever is on my mind that day. Then I won't come back for another year or two.
But as far as updates go, things right now are the best that they have been in forever. I've had good times and good days in the past that I've written about, but things... as of this very minute... are the best that they have ever been. I have so much to look forward to and so much to be excited about. I have a good job that I feel good about doing, even if I am bored sometimes. I have butterflies from having the most kind-hearted, most compassionate, most beautiful woman that I have ever met. I have a good family that I have learned to love in spite of their incessant quarreling. I have yet another clean slate to work with and build another life on. I'm pretty excited about the future and I'm living in the present with no regrets.
In spite of not knowing what type of pants my work tomorrow will require, I am a happy man. Most of the time, my pants are the same, varying little day to day. But this and next week, I can't tell. I won't let it get me down, though. It takes a lot to ruin my days, these days.