who whould have thought
my life has become incredibly interesting recently. about 4 weeks ago john and i came home to find that the idiots who rent the 1st floor of john's apartment building (my brother and his band) had left the front door propped open all day. yea....morons. we searched the house, made sure nothing was stolen and finally went to bed. the next day while i'm at work i get a call from john telling me that he found 5 kittens sleeping under the radiator on the first floor. he saw something run past while he was on his way out to door to work and found 5 adorable sleepy 4 week old kittens. this is officially the cutest infestation ever. we're keeping 2 of them, so now i have little meow faces to cuddle and love.
last thursday. oh my god. best thursday night ever. an impromptu party at amanda's turned into one of the most awesome and craziest nights of my life. i'm still in shock, and sometimes second guess myself if it really happened or not. but then i have the "battle scars" to prove it. ;) the only thing i'm saying about it is that i hope it lasts, at least for a little while. but then again i've gotten accustomed to thinking i finally have what i want and it getting ripped away. se la vie. you live, you take chances, you get burned and you get over it. i have no regrets, and although i'm trying not to get my hopes up i really cant help it. i'm sorta smitten.
thursday also made me incredibly happy to have such an understanding, accepting, non judgemental, open boyfriend. someone who has done nothing but encourage me to be the person i am, and accept and love me for it.
my guitar is calling to me. too bad my notes and textbooks dont do the same. i need to study but i cant with all these thoughts running through my head. the only thing that really centers me is music. i want to play every instrument. i want to paint, or at least learn how. i want the time to experiment with paint and brushes. i want the time to practice and learn more instruments and improve on the ones i know. i want to be able to sit down and write a song. i want to be able to sit down and write a story, or a book, or a poem. i want to create. something. anything. i dont want to live in schedules and live my life based around when i have to go to work. but i dont really have a choice in that matter. thus is life.
and as such, i need to go shower and get ready for work. /sigh
last thursday. oh my god. best thursday night ever. an impromptu party at amanda's turned into one of the most awesome and craziest nights of my life. i'm still in shock, and sometimes second guess myself if it really happened or not. but then i have the "battle scars" to prove it. ;) the only thing i'm saying about it is that i hope it lasts, at least for a little while. but then again i've gotten accustomed to thinking i finally have what i want and it getting ripped away. se la vie. you live, you take chances, you get burned and you get over it. i have no regrets, and although i'm trying not to get my hopes up i really cant help it. i'm sorta smitten.
thursday also made me incredibly happy to have such an understanding, accepting, non judgemental, open boyfriend. someone who has done nothing but encourage me to be the person i am, and accept and love me for it.
my guitar is calling to me. too bad my notes and textbooks dont do the same. i need to study but i cant with all these thoughts running through my head. the only thing that really centers me is music. i want to play every instrument. i want to paint, or at least learn how. i want the time to experiment with paint and brushes. i want the time to practice and learn more instruments and improve on the ones i know. i want to be able to sit down and write a song. i want to be able to sit down and write a story, or a book, or a poem. i want to create. something. anything. i dont want to live in schedules and live my life based around when i have to go to work. but i dont really have a choice in that matter. thus is life.
and as such, i need to go shower and get ready for work. /sigh