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It's been a month. Things have changed! I got a new job... it's an awesome one. okay, so now onto boys. I was reading my old entries about how much I liked Brent, and how "awesome" he was to me. Wow, I feel like such an idiot. He used me, and... Ican't bellieve I let myself get that far into it. To say the least, it as easy to get over. Took like a week, and I was back on my toes. Just a warning, if you tell your friends that you only come to st. cloud on the weekend for sex, I will mess with your mind. And I did. It was probably the meanest thing i've ever done in my life. I feel bad about it, but at the time it seemed like perfect revenge. i don't do revenge, i'm way to kind. it was out of character with me, but I was hurt. I felt so dirty and used and like a whore. I've never been treated that way before. Anyways...
Panda's birthday was last night. Lots of good people were there and I HAD an excellent time :) I think today was better though. not drunk and just hanging out. It was awesome.
I didn't exercise this weekend at all. I feel horrible. I feel so... gross. Karate tomorrow! I'll give it my all and then some. I just ate some grapes and they were pretty amazing.
Choir tour is soon. I'm excited a bit actually... I'm looking forward to getting to know certian people better. it'll be a good experience.
Alright I'm done. I'm just putting off homework. (which i have alot to do) Good night world, stay safe.
Panda's birthday was last night. Lots of good people were there and I HAD an excellent time :) I think today was better though. not drunk and just hanging out. It was awesome.
I didn't exercise this weekend at all. I feel horrible. I feel so... gross. Karate tomorrow! I'll give it my all and then some. I just ate some grapes and they were pretty amazing.
Choir tour is soon. I'm excited a bit actually... I'm looking forward to getting to know certian people better. it'll be a good experience.
Alright I'm done. I'm just putting off homework. (which i have alot to do) Good night world, stay safe.