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i liked him. too bad we had to have such awesome conversations. too bad he made me feel soo good about myself.
i'm unhappy. i want to be loved again. i want to be with someone who loves me. who you are so comfortable with. i only had that once. with chris. it was amazing. it was good, solid. confortable, true, loyal.
i don't want to be his fuck buddy. i don't want to be anyones fuck buddy. i want a balanced normal honest careing fun exciting sharing relatinship.
tears tears tears.
he comes home on the weekends for "sexin" is waht he said.
i just want to sulk in my misory.
i feel like a dirty whore.
i'm unhappy. i want to be loved again. i want to be with someone who loves me. who you are so comfortable with. i only had that once. with chris. it was amazing. it was good, solid. confortable, true, loyal.
i don't want to be his fuck buddy. i don't want to be anyones fuck buddy. i want a balanced normal honest careing fun exciting sharing relatinship.
tears tears tears.
he comes home on the weekends for "sexin" is waht he said.
i just want to sulk in my misory.
i feel like a dirty whore.