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I'm off to Sonshine tomorrow. It'll be fun. But I am utterly exhasuted, and being in the sun steady for 4 more days won't help me any. I nearly felt like I was gonna pass out today when I was mowing. And it was only like 10am. Pray that the sun doesn't bother me this weekend. I'm looking forward to spending the weekend with Ashley. Most of it anyway. I'm sure we won't be together all weekend, cause we'll go to shows that each other won't like. Haha. Like RK...I don't like their shows. Anyway....
I don't handle death very well. I just can't imagine the feeling of losing a child. Two would be even worse. Lord have mercy. I'm glad I will be dead at my funeral. No one can die before I do. Especially my family or Ashley. I would lose it. I don't know that I could cope with it....
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Who am I? That the Lord should love me that much. I am disgusting, an ugly sinner. I fail every day, every hour. Yet he looks on me with love and watches me rise again!Thank you Jesus...I am so humbled at the love you pour out to me, and yet I live my own life and deny your ways. Forgive me Oh Lord! Creat in me a new heart! See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way of everlasting Father!I need you Lord, you are my only hope, you are my only prayer. Rescue me Lord. I need you daddy Jesus. I love you.....Forgive me father for my sins against you. Toonumerous to count, but you love me yet. Teach me to be like you. I want to be Holy as you are Holy Lord. I love you.
I love you Ashley.
I don't handle death very well. I just can't imagine the feeling of losing a child. Two would be even worse. Lord have mercy. I'm glad I will be dead at my funeral. No one can die before I do. Especially my family or Ashley. I would lose it. I don't know that I could cope with it....
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Who am I? That the Lord should love me that much. I am disgusting, an ugly sinner. I fail every day, every hour. Yet he looks on me with love and watches me rise again!Thank you Jesus...I am so humbled at the love you pour out to me, and yet I live my own life and deny your ways. Forgive me Oh Lord! Creat in me a new heart! See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way of everlasting Father!I need you Lord, you are my only hope, you are my only prayer. Rescue me Lord. I need you daddy Jesus. I love you.....Forgive me father for my sins against you. Toonumerous to count, but you love me yet. Teach me to be like you. I want to be Holy as you are Holy Lord. I love you.
I love you Ashley.