whattt a jokeeee.
I need to vent.
And writing is what I do. And I do what I do-- right chels ?! ;)
ha, anywaysss.
First of all, my friends are perfect.
Chelsea, Sarah, Stef, Kate, Matthew, & Damer-- I don't know what I'd do without you guys. You guys are amazing & I love you more than life.<3
Ok, so pretty much the last 3 years of my life have been a joke. Not only did he put me through more shit than anyone can ever imagine (breaking up with me when things get hard, wanting me back bc he "missed" me sooo much, and then not so sure if he wanted to be in a relationship, lying to my face, having sex with and hooking up with girls and once again LYING to me about it, and now cheating.)
That's awesome Eric, you are such a tool.
I have never said this with the confidence I do now, there will never, EVER be a me & Eric Woods EVER again.
Nobody has ever disgusted me as much as he has, this past month especially. I wanted to break up with him so many times but couldn't do it because I "loved him". Ha, what a jokeeee.
I am so mentally exhausted from this roller coaster of a relationship, I'm so glad to finally be off. For good.
I absolutely love State more than anything, and I can finally start filling the time wasted on ass face with positive activities. I'm writing for www.spartini.com , I need to start studying more, working two jobs, I really want to start volunteering at the animal shelter, and just have fun and live my life.
I don't need the stress anymore and I feel like it's affected me as a person. I hate who I've been lately and I want to change it.
But my eyes won't stay open & I have an exam in less than 7 hours.
So I'm sorry for this ridiculous note complaining about a stupid boy. But I have been a mess, and to be honest I am still in complete shock. You think you know someone and you really don't at all. I can't help but feel sorry for your life. It's depressing but I still have to keep hope.
And writing is what I do. And I do what I do-- right chels ?! ;)
ha, anywaysss.
First of all, my friends are perfect.
Chelsea, Sarah, Stef, Kate, Matthew, & Damer-- I don't know what I'd do without you guys. You guys are amazing & I love you more than life.<3
Ok, so pretty much the last 3 years of my life have been a joke. Not only did he put me through more shit than anyone can ever imagine (breaking up with me when things get hard, wanting me back bc he "missed" me sooo much, and then not so sure if he wanted to be in a relationship, lying to my face, having sex with and hooking up with girls and once again LYING to me about it, and now cheating.)
That's awesome Eric, you are such a tool.
I have never said this with the confidence I do now, there will never, EVER be a me & Eric Woods EVER again.
Nobody has ever disgusted me as much as he has, this past month especially. I wanted to break up with him so many times but couldn't do it because I "loved him". Ha, what a jokeeee.
I am so mentally exhausted from this roller coaster of a relationship, I'm so glad to finally be off. For good.
I absolutely love State more than anything, and I can finally start filling the time wasted on ass face with positive activities. I'm writing for www.spartini.com , I need to start studying more, working two jobs, I really want to start volunteering at the animal shelter, and just have fun and live my life.
I don't need the stress anymore and I feel like it's affected me as a person. I hate who I've been lately and I want to change it.
But my eyes won't stay open & I have an exam in less than 7 hours.
So I'm sorry for this ridiculous note complaining about a stupid boy. But I have been a mess, and to be honest I am still in complete shock. You think you know someone and you really don't at all. I can't help but feel sorry for your life. It's depressing but I still have to keep hope.