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I was going through the old entries & it's just crazy.
EVERYTHING has changed, & I'm not sure I'm okay with that... although I don't really have a choice in the matter.
I mean my life is amazing and I love it, but it's just so different compared to a couple, few years back... even last year. It makes me sad. I miss being close my friends. Ever since i've moved it seems like everyone's just drifted. I guess that's just how it goes though. I hate the process of growing up. Gee, if I got a nickel for everytime I said that..
Life here in the Florida is pretty good. Not for me, but as a temporary vacation spot, it's great. I just feel like I don't really fit in anywhere here. I'm not a crazy partier, & my interests don't seem to really mesh with many other people here. I have made some good friends from work though & I've gotten closer with Cassandra, my roommate. This has undoubtedly been an amazing experience. One I wouldn't trade for the world. I've learned so much, seriously.
I applied to MSU last week & am extremely anxious about the reply. It won't be for awhile, but I'm just praying I get in. I haven't applied anywhere else yet, so I'm not sure what I'll do.
I'm super duper tired. Like exhausted. Today wiped me out. I'm gonna lay down on my soft pillow. That sounds orgasmic right now. :) lol, I hope everyone's doing well. xoxo,
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EVERYTHING has changed, & I'm not sure I'm okay with that... although I don't really have a choice in the matter.
I mean my life is amazing and I love it, but it's just so different compared to a couple, few years back... even last year. It makes me sad. I miss being close my friends. Ever since i've moved it seems like everyone's just drifted. I guess that's just how it goes though. I hate the process of growing up. Gee, if I got a nickel for everytime I said that..
Life here in the Florida is pretty good. Not for me, but as a temporary vacation spot, it's great. I just feel like I don't really fit in anywhere here. I'm not a crazy partier, & my interests don't seem to really mesh with many other people here. I have made some good friends from work though & I've gotten closer with Cassandra, my roommate. This has undoubtedly been an amazing experience. One I wouldn't trade for the world. I've learned so much, seriously.
I applied to MSU last week & am extremely anxious about the reply. It won't be for awhile, but I'm just praying I get in. I haven't applied anywhere else yet, so I'm not sure what I'll do.
I'm super duper tired. Like exhausted. Today wiped me out. I'm gonna lay down on my soft pillow. That sounds orgasmic right now. :) lol, I hope everyone's doing well. xoxo,
♥♥