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Didn't sleep till 1am last night thinking about life.
The future's so uncertain. I have all these expectations.
But who really knows what'll happen.
Right now I have some idealistic thing in my mind.
Somehting very cutesy.
Will it happen?
Doubtful.
If it did, i'd be pleasantly surprised and happy, though.
Yesterday was chock full of misunderstandings.
But they got settled.
It's funny how things clear up for people when you're just exceptionally honest. Hmm.
While this confusion in my mind annoys me, and the uncertainty of things continues to persist, I am happy.
I have one of those thoughts in my head that keep the smile stuck on my face. And every time my mind wanders, my smile fades a bit. But then I go back to this thought. And the stupid expression returns. It's pretty great. I'm fortunate.
I have to go. It's late.
The future's so uncertain. I have all these expectations.
But who really knows what'll happen.
Right now I have some idealistic thing in my mind.
Somehting very cutesy.
Will it happen?
Doubtful.
If it did, i'd be pleasantly surprised and happy, though.
Yesterday was chock full of misunderstandings.
But they got settled.
It's funny how things clear up for people when you're just exceptionally honest. Hmm.
While this confusion in my mind annoys me, and the uncertainty of things continues to persist, I am happy.
I have one of those thoughts in my head that keep the smile stuck on my face. And every time my mind wanders, my smile fades a bit. But then I go back to this thought. And the stupid expression returns. It's pretty great. I'm fortunate.
I have to go. It's late.