Jan 29, 2002 17:16
this afternoon has been.... just.... *sigh* not good at all. the day went boringly. uhm. presentations in 1st. too much talking in 2nd. slept in 3rd. the icky smell of school meatballs in lunch. writing notes in 4th. vegetating in 5th. and reading in 6th. blah. then shit happened... it all began with - nevermind. i won't get into this. my stomach is *still* hurting over it. i'm still not feeling my 100%. some things that people say can affect me a whole lot. and there are certain people who i just wished showed things more. do i really ask too much from people? i don't know. jesus. i just...
i wish that you would always make me smile because you actually can. you have that ability. no one else. do i have even the slightest effect on your expression? i'm afraid i can barely make you smirk.