so a lot has been goin on lately. honestly this summer couldnt be goin any better..but i miss potsdam more than anything. i mean being home is awesome. ive been hanging out w/ some old friends and of course the good 'ole CNS crew that i love to death. lately tho..ive been goin through a rough time. i had to go to the doctor's to find out what has ( Read more... )

so im finally back from school and the start of my summer couldnt be any better. a-bay crew has been crazy as ever...just like old times. i got to go to senior ball too...which was awesome by the way. ginny i love you we have wayyy too much fun together ( Read more... )

so i only have one more day to go of school and then its all actually over. i cant believe it...it went by sooo fast. i was packing up my stuff today and it was ridiculously depressing. marky-mark left today and i almost started to cry. i hate watching people leave, especially when i kno that i wont see them again for like 3 months. its so hard ( Read more... )

so there really isnt too much to say. my 19th is in 2 days and im incredibly excited to be celebrating w/ the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for:-D and i only have a month left of school and i am soooo ready for summer! im goin to be so upset having to leave everyone though:-( kay im goin to miss living w/ you soooo effing much...but we ( Read more... )

so for those of you who read my last entry please igonre everything i said in it. i always let the little things that people do for me go to my head and i realize now that was stupid of me to even think that there could ever be anything there again. im really sick of all the stupid mind games that seem to just act as an ego boost for you, and thats ( Read more... )

so im sitting in my room right now contemplating whether or not i should put this poem that i wrote in here. in a way i want to bc i want to just get all my feelings out in the open but at the same time i kno that if the person whom this poem is about reads this, he'll kno instantly that its about him. and im not so sure i want him to kno all the ( Read more... )

there really hasnt been too much goin on lately...hence the fact that i havent updated in like forever. so far this sememster is goin really well. i just got back from my spring break..which was awesome by the way ( Read more... )

ok so as far as the whole party thing goes...idk if it will actually happen. its been a crazy week and now i find out that i might be goin to california over break:-D so i think it will just be too difficult to through a party on top of everything else ( Read more... )

ok nvm bout that date for the party...i am having one i just have to figure out when its goin to be bc that day wont work for a lot of ppl. alright i guess thats it!!

ok im having a CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!! its probably goin to be December 19th i just dunno wut time yet but y'all better be there!!! it'll be at my house of course so if you dont kno where i live leave me a comment and ill give you directions!!!:-D

k so in other news...i cant wait to come home. im leaving here friday morning and i cannot wait! ( Read more... )