everyones leaving
this summer has been one hell of an emotional rollercoaster...mostly on the downside though. i feel like im on goliath on the first drop that never ends and i keep getting closer and closer but i cant seem to find a way back up
lately i've had many sleepless nights...i cant point it down to a single thing but its more of a collection of different things...some more than others of course..i want a big rock so i can hide under it until it all stops..its like a bad dream
recently i had UCI orientation and it wasnt that great. all they did was talk and talk.. i slept through all of academic overview and half of my advisor counseling. they did a nice job of scaring the shit out of me. according to them the average engineer student has a gpa of 2.6. i mean wtf is that! im gonna go through that same hell.. anyway i even changed my major to CSE. i signed up for classes and i have 18 units first quarter.
work has been a bitch filled with pure manual labor. each shift is at least six hours unless im lucky. its quite tiring walking around the store and im getting tired of it.. although i do have lots of work friends since everyone is pretty young. i even got invited to a party on friday, maybe i'll stop by. the sad thing is im quitting, or giving my two weeks notice today. working at stater bros has made me miss out on all the activities my friends are going on. i missed out on so much competitive bowling, some summer bonding and goodbye events. i missed going to knotts for amber/nancy's goodbye and damn i hated it. i really wanted to go and made me feel sad that i couldnt hang with them before they leave.
amber sadly left yesterday...daniel/alice/andrea/nancy and i all went to her house as she finished packing her last things...it was sad saying goodbye to such a good friend
while talking to daniel..i found out we have some similarities..also found out how much i dread making new friends in college. why make new ones when i love the ones i have now? i dont want to replace any of you, you're all great and i love you all...i hope we'll be able to keep in touch and still hang out on our breaks and during school
welcome to my life
lately i've had many sleepless nights...i cant point it down to a single thing but its more of a collection of different things...some more than others of course..i want a big rock so i can hide under it until it all stops..its like a bad dream
recently i had UCI orientation and it wasnt that great. all they did was talk and talk.. i slept through all of academic overview and half of my advisor counseling. they did a nice job of scaring the shit out of me. according to them the average engineer student has a gpa of 2.6. i mean wtf is that! im gonna go through that same hell.. anyway i even changed my major to CSE. i signed up for classes and i have 18 units first quarter.
work has been a bitch filled with pure manual labor. each shift is at least six hours unless im lucky. its quite tiring walking around the store and im getting tired of it.. although i do have lots of work friends since everyone is pretty young. i even got invited to a party on friday, maybe i'll stop by. the sad thing is im quitting, or giving my two weeks notice today. working at stater bros has made me miss out on all the activities my friends are going on. i missed out on so much competitive bowling, some summer bonding and goodbye events. i missed going to knotts for amber/nancy's goodbye and damn i hated it. i really wanted to go and made me feel sad that i couldnt hang with them before they leave.
amber sadly left yesterday...daniel/alice/andrea/nancy and i all went to her house as she finished packing her last things...it was sad saying goodbye to such a good friend
while talking to daniel..i found out we have some similarities..also found out how much i dread making new friends in college. why make new ones when i love the ones i have now? i dont want to replace any of you, you're all great and i love you all...i hope we'll be able to keep in touch and still hang out on our breaks and during school
welcome to my life