One day at a time..

[dorkorican]

I feel like a horrible person. I lied to myself and to Chris. I broke up with him. I am so tired of lying. My heart was never in that relationship. My heart has never left Eric. I have been in love with Eric for years and it's not fair to be with someone else when he is the one who has my heart.

I'm still in Ohio. I have my appointment set, and Chris is not only paying for it but he's taking me. So yeah..