Death is near... sheize.
I swear to God I was on the brink of death a few times this week already... kay maybe not but it sure feels like a shit-week-from-hell stress-wise. I NEVER GET STRESSED. THIS SUCKS BALLS. ARRG. It was bad enough Monday that I'm pretty sure I had a mild-seizure of sorts 'cause I had that weird out-of-body feeling and my head hurt/throbbed LIKE MAD and I think it jerked a little (like that weird kind of uncontrolled spasm you sometimes get in your hand or...um... something. You get that right? :/ )... yeahhh Monday sucked the most so far FOR SURE 'cause I had a presentation to do for Abnormal Psych, and I didn't really have that much time to prepare it, and I was sleep deprived and recovering from OTHER stress and I had a headache and that seizure-thing omg... then even though I left my first class early I GO AND MISS MY FECKING BUS ANYWAY. BY LIKE 2 MINS. D: Sooo at that point I was freaking out hardcore and had to call my dad to drive me alllll the way downtown and he only got to my campus like a good half hour later and then there was traffic on the way downtown and I wound up being ten mins late (which actually is wicked good time but not when I'm supposed to be doing a presentation). The 2nd presenter was already basically done hers so I had to get up in front of everyone pretty much as soon as I got there. And then I just stared at the class for a second before just shaking my head and tearing up. ... yeah. The T.A. said I could do it this coming Monday instead. It's kinda a pisser 'cause I coulda had it done but at least I get a whole extra week to prepare now. ... Which I probably won't work too hard at knowing me >__>;;; Oh yeah and I had a(nother) test in Flowering Plant Diversity today which I'm pretty sure I bombed because I'm dumb... and had an energy drink which made my mind go into overdrive and made me supah-ADD. *sigh*
AND to add to all this I'm working 25-27 hour weeks now, which is actually nice 'cause it's a BREAK for me (work = break? ...yeah...) and money is always good to have (esp since I wanna afford a decent laptop at the end of the year) but it does take up a good chunk of time... Oh and girly-crush totally isn't gonna get anywhere... she doesn't pay attention at allll and I'd totally smile at her if she made eye-contact but noes rawrg. It's a silly crush-thing anyway 'cause I only talked to her once but ... ;__; I'm such a hopeless dork She's probably straight anyway.
My school's 'rainbow mac' club is having a meeting tomorrow and I'd totally be up for going to it, but I have work. Mrr.
OH AND I KEEP RUNNING INTO THAT CREEPY GUY WHO WANTS TO GET INTO MY PANTS SO HE DOESNT DIE A FORTY-YEAR-OLD VIRGIN D: <
AND I'M STARTING TO BITE MY NAILS AGAIN.
AND CAPSLOCK IS MY FRIEND.
AND to add to all this I'm working 25-27 hour weeks now, which is actually nice 'cause it's a BREAK for me (work = break? ...yeah...) and money is always good to have (esp since I wanna afford a decent laptop at the end of the year) but it does take up a good chunk of time... Oh and girly-crush totally isn't gonna get anywhere... she doesn't pay attention at allll and I'd totally smile at her if she made eye-contact but noes rawrg. It's a silly crush-thing anyway 'cause I only talked to her once but ... ;__; I'm such a hopeless dork She's probably straight anyway.
My school's 'rainbow mac' club is having a meeting tomorrow and I'd totally be up for going to it, but I have work. Mrr.
OH AND I KEEP RUNNING INTO THAT CREEPY GUY WHO WANTS TO GET INTO MY PANTS SO HE DOESNT DIE A FORTY-YEAR-OLD VIRGIN D: <
AND I'M STARTING TO BITE MY NAILS AGAIN.
AND CAPSLOCK IS MY FRIEND.