Of Black and White
Title: Of Black and White (10 Drabbles)
Genre: Varied
Rating: PG13 (for profanity)
Pairing: JaeMin
Length: Drabbles
Warning: Profanity & Unbeta-ed
Summary: “Love me, love me not.” Ten drabbles, each based on a shuffled playlist.
Disclaimer: I owe JaeMin in my dreams - sadly. Ficlet belongs to me.
Author’s Note: I should be finishing up 2 of my papers that are due this week but fuck that shit, I NEED TO WRITE MY FICS. IT’S BEEN ABOUT TWO MONTHS SINCE… yeah anyways - I snatched this from jaceni because I’m desperate on getting my dumb muses working again (been gone for vacation far too long damnit!). (Failure at life and writing). Enjoy.
o1. Can’t Help But Fall In Love - A.Teens
(79 Words)
He chews on his bottom lip as he takes small steps up the stairs, one after the other. He’s nervous - he feels sick and light headed - and he hates the jerks (Junsu, Yoochun, and Yunho) who forced him into doing this. He should have known but…
He reaches up the top of the stairs and sees the familiar raven haired man. It’s now or never…
“Hyung,”
The man’s head lifts up and turns around.
I’m in love with you.
o2. Hyousa - Rurutia
(75 Words)
JaeJoong closes his eyes and drags the burning cigarette away from his lips, blowing the substance into the air. He hears his phone ring somewhere in the background and ignores it - doesn’t give a shit about it - until a familiar voice comes on and says, Hey, I…I miss you.
He swallows the painful lump in the back of his throat before blowing another puff of smoke into the air.
No more, no more of this.
o3. Crush - David Archuleta
(74 Words)
He hates how the younger boy pops into his mind every now and then, and he wonders what these little bittersweet feelings mean. Are they love? Is it just another crush?
He wonders why he keeps running and wonders if the boy ever thinks of him - ever longs for him - like he longs for him.
Do you ever think when you’re all alone, all the things we could be? Where this thing can go?
o4. Ci Sheng Bu Huan - Blue Bird Flying Fish
(77 Words)
Changmin wraps his arms around JaeJoong’s waist tightly, eyes pooling with tears when he hears the man whisper, I love you.
His heart clenches and he tries - tries so fucken hard - not to look back when he pulls away and walks in the other direction.
He can feel the longing eyes bore into his back as he walked, taking long strides to get away from the other man before he regretted it - before they both regretted it.
o5. She - HoMin
(62 Words)
He’s a jerk, an ass, a conceited snarky little brat who thinks full of himself, a lover when he wants to, a gorgeous man that leaves him stupid and speechless. A beautiful, talented man when it comes to singing - who leaves him wanting more, craving for more. Someone who he can’t live without because
He loves him. Because it’s him - it’s Changmin.
o6. Be My Girl - JYJ
(113 Words)
JaeJoong tilts his head when he hears his dongsaeng confess, a goofy grin on his lips. “Mind repeating that?”
He knows it’s hard to confess the first time but purposely makes the boy say it the second time. He walks closer to the boy and raises a brow, “Well?”
“I think I’m in love with you.”
“You think?”
A pout and JaeJoong finally laughs, a hand covering his lips. He tugs at the boy’s hand and smirks when he hears a yelp. “Well I think I love you too.”
Wanna make you my somebody; wanna see this world with you. It’s so hard to find love like this - chances are far and few.
o7. A Little Bit Too Late - David Archuleta
(87 Words)
He appears in your thoughts every now and then and you wonder, Memories - aren’t they suppose to fade?
You hear his laugh - his beautiful laugh - and you can’t help but let out a bittersweet smile as you walk away from the couple before you. You’re not even sure why you walked there - how you got there - but one thing is for sure, I need to get the hell out of here before he sees me.
No you’re not jealous - you just wish things could have been different.
o8. Until You - Shayne Ward
(56 Words)
Changmin chuckles and pulls JaeJoong’s arms around him tighter, nose inching closer to the older man’s. He gives him an Eskimo kiss because he knows JaeJoong loves his childish side and moments.
I’m glad I have you, he hears him whisper, and he kisses him on the cheek.
You should. Because I’m glad to have you.
o9. Foolish - Ashanti
(100 Words)
See when I get the strength to leave, you always tell me that you need me.
“Stop, don’t go.”
Changmin pulls away from JaeJoong’s hands as if they burned his skin, tears already streaming down his face. He hates him - despises him - because…
He surrenders - gives up the fight when JaeJoong pins him against the wall, cupping his face like he matters. “I need you, Min.”
And I’m weak cause I believe you - and I’m mad because I love you.
Looking at my window, knowing that I should go,
Even when I pack my bags, something always holds me back.
1o. Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift
(165 Words)
Cause when I close my eyes, and drift away, I think of you and everything’s okay.
You run away from his grabby hands, laughing because your lover stumbles over his own clumsy feet as he chases after you. You turn around, trying to run backwards as you shout for him to hurry up. You laugh again when he sticks out his tongue at you and shouts back, Easy for you to say, you have long legs damnit.
He finally catches up to you, after you finally slowed your pace, and tackles you down onto the sandy ground. You groan and try to hit his arms, because it’s natural for the two of you to hit each other - you were named the “Soul Fighters” for a reason, but he quickly catches your wrists and pins them down next to your head.
And before you can complain about him cheating, because he did, he shuts you up with a sweet kiss.
And I can’t live without you.
…………………………………………
Quick Note: So as you can see from the drabbles - it’s like a love x hate x angst x romance kind of a thing. Hence why I titled this Of Black and White & summarized this as Love Me or Love Me Not. Get it? I hope so because… never mind. Comments are highly appreciated. :]
Genre: Varied
Rating: PG13 (for profanity)
Pairing: JaeMin
Length: Drabbles
Warning: Profanity & Unbeta-ed
Summary: “Love me, love me not.” Ten drabbles, each based on a shuffled playlist.
Disclaimer: I owe JaeMin in my dreams - sadly. Ficlet belongs to me.
Author’s Note: I should be finishing up 2 of my papers that are due this week but fuck that shit, I NEED TO WRITE MY FICS. IT’S BEEN ABOUT TWO MONTHS SINCE… yeah anyways - I snatched this from jaceni because I’m desperate on getting my dumb muses working again (been gone for vacation far too long damnit!). (Failure at life and writing). Enjoy.
o1. Can’t Help But Fall In Love - A.Teens
(79 Words)
He chews on his bottom lip as he takes small steps up the stairs, one after the other. He’s nervous - he feels sick and light headed - and he hates the jerks (Junsu, Yoochun, and Yunho) who forced him into doing this. He should have known but…
He reaches up the top of the stairs and sees the familiar raven haired man. It’s now or never…
“Hyung,”
The man’s head lifts up and turns around.
I’m in love with you.
o2. Hyousa - Rurutia
(75 Words)
JaeJoong closes his eyes and drags the burning cigarette away from his lips, blowing the substance into the air. He hears his phone ring somewhere in the background and ignores it - doesn’t give a shit about it - until a familiar voice comes on and says, Hey, I…I miss you.
He swallows the painful lump in the back of his throat before blowing another puff of smoke into the air.
No more, no more of this.
o3. Crush - David Archuleta
(74 Words)
He hates how the younger boy pops into his mind every now and then, and he wonders what these little bittersweet feelings mean. Are they love? Is it just another crush?
He wonders why he keeps running and wonders if the boy ever thinks of him - ever longs for him - like he longs for him.
Do you ever think when you’re all alone, all the things we could be? Where this thing can go?
o4. Ci Sheng Bu Huan - Blue Bird Flying Fish
(77 Words)
Changmin wraps his arms around JaeJoong’s waist tightly, eyes pooling with tears when he hears the man whisper, I love you.
His heart clenches and he tries - tries so fucken hard - not to look back when he pulls away and walks in the other direction.
He can feel the longing eyes bore into his back as he walked, taking long strides to get away from the other man before he regretted it - before they both regretted it.
o5. She - HoMin
(62 Words)
He’s a jerk, an ass, a conceited snarky little brat who thinks full of himself, a lover when he wants to, a gorgeous man that leaves him stupid and speechless. A beautiful, talented man when it comes to singing - who leaves him wanting more, craving for more. Someone who he can’t live without because
He loves him. Because it’s him - it’s Changmin.
o6. Be My Girl - JYJ
(113 Words)
JaeJoong tilts his head when he hears his dongsaeng confess, a goofy grin on his lips. “Mind repeating that?”
He knows it’s hard to confess the first time but purposely makes the boy say it the second time. He walks closer to the boy and raises a brow, “Well?”
“I think I’m in love with you.”
“You think?”
A pout and JaeJoong finally laughs, a hand covering his lips. He tugs at the boy’s hand and smirks when he hears a yelp. “Well I think I love you too.”
Wanna make you my somebody; wanna see this world with you. It’s so hard to find love like this - chances are far and few.
o7. A Little Bit Too Late - David Archuleta
(87 Words)
He appears in your thoughts every now and then and you wonder, Memories - aren’t they suppose to fade?
You hear his laugh - his beautiful laugh - and you can’t help but let out a bittersweet smile as you walk away from the couple before you. You’re not even sure why you walked there - how you got there - but one thing is for sure, I need to get the hell out of here before he sees me.
No you’re not jealous - you just wish things could have been different.
o8. Until You - Shayne Ward
(56 Words)
Changmin chuckles and pulls JaeJoong’s arms around him tighter, nose inching closer to the older man’s. He gives him an Eskimo kiss because he knows JaeJoong loves his childish side and moments.
I’m glad I have you, he hears him whisper, and he kisses him on the cheek.
You should. Because I’m glad to have you.
o9. Foolish - Ashanti
(100 Words)
See when I get the strength to leave, you always tell me that you need me.
“Stop, don’t go.”
Changmin pulls away from JaeJoong’s hands as if they burned his skin, tears already streaming down his face. He hates him - despises him - because…
He surrenders - gives up the fight when JaeJoong pins him against the wall, cupping his face like he matters. “I need you, Min.”
And I’m weak cause I believe you - and I’m mad because I love you.
Looking at my window, knowing that I should go,
Even when I pack my bags, something always holds me back.
1o. Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift
(165 Words)
Cause when I close my eyes, and drift away, I think of you and everything’s okay.
You run away from his grabby hands, laughing because your lover stumbles over his own clumsy feet as he chases after you. You turn around, trying to run backwards as you shout for him to hurry up. You laugh again when he sticks out his tongue at you and shouts back, Easy for you to say, you have long legs damnit.
He finally catches up to you, after you finally slowed your pace, and tackles you down onto the sandy ground. You groan and try to hit his arms, because it’s natural for the two of you to hit each other - you were named the “Soul Fighters” for a reason, but he quickly catches your wrists and pins them down next to your head.
And before you can complain about him cheating, because he did, he shuts you up with a sweet kiss.
And I can’t live without you.
…………………………………………
Quick Note: So as you can see from the drabbles - it’s like a love x hate x angst x romance kind of a thing. Hence why I titled this Of Black and White & summarized this as Love Me or Love Me Not. Get it? I hope so because… never mind. Comments are highly appreciated. :]