Dec 12, 2006 01:29
Todays mantra:
"You're okay, I'm okay, we're all okay. (Repeat 20x and hopefully believe it sooner than later)."
A few days before thanksgiving, I was JUICED! super excited, and ridiculously elated that December was knocking at my door. Who doesn't look forward to the holidays? (the lights, the fake snow, the reds, greens, and carols)... Now, I know this was only a few weeks ago but really..., I can't wait for this month to end.
When it rains it pours. December's brought just one blow after another and I don't think I can stand it anymore. Between loved ones having seizures, losing sight (both metaphorically AND literally), in severe car accidents, cysts, passing away, a mentor/boss leaving the company... and on top of that, a super sore wisdom tooth... I'm ready for the upswing...tick tock tick tock.
My wallet can't really take the shopping-therapy, I do believe my friends are sick of my whining, and really, i love my liver too much to drink any more martinis haha. Let's just get to the new year please. Happy Holidays.
***Really, this is not a silent plea for help...just a very necessary vent. I know...things will get better. Thanks for listening.