Kenden Mattingly
On tuesday January 24 Kenden mattingly shot himself in the head at his parents house. i dont really know how to feel, i've known kenden since the 1st grade, he's been nice to me and he has been a jackass to me, but i think that instead of feeling sad im just mad at him. suicide is such a selfish thing to do, i watched as jamie and three other girls sat and cried after they found out. dead, at 17, why? his pain is gone, but in order to do that he had to hurt dozens of his friends, his best friend Rickie was a mess. it just proves that for every action in life there is a reaction, whether you feel it or not it happens, the people left behind are going to be hurt for years just so he could quit. and what tragedy, what kind of problem in life constitutes death. kenden wasn't drunk, wasn't high, he just chose to leave his friends downstairs as he walked upstairs to shoot himself. the thing that gets me the worst is that i have to watch jamie cry because of it, theres nothing i can say or do thats gonna make her feel better, i can just watch helplessly, its the worst feeling i've ever had