I'm so over my mom right now.
My mother is pissing me off to the end of the world right now. For the last whatever year or so she has done nothing but sleep or get pissed at alot of the little things that my dad and I do. She does nothing, then goes to work one day a week, if we are lucky maybe two. She does CPR training once in a great while, then its right back to sleeping or saying she feels like crap. My mom won't go to the doctor, so the only thing left for her to do is bitch about what hurts or whats so swollen. Yesterday my dad and I walk in the house and all she has to say is "its about time" we were only 20 minutes late, because I was talking to my english instructor. She wasnt doing anything but laying on the couch. Normally she asks how school went, but she didnt. I went ahead and told her. All she had to say was "just get through it" Theres more than just getting through school, I actually want to do well. Then my dad was filling out a thing for my insurance. Mom got pissed because she didnt understand what it was for. When the letter was in front of her face, (she didnt read it, before she started bitching) She got mad at my dad and I because we "were in a bad mood," and left.
Today she was complaing about my ABLE program because they keep calling about a workshop for parents. Well, she lied, telling them she couldnt make it because she had to work on Wednesday. I understand that much, for God sake just tell them that you don't want to do it. Thats what normal people say. Then she's like, "Well, I think they should understand that some people have to work." I was like... they dont care. They are going to keep asking and arranging around your schudle. So, to alliviate any faulse "help" just tell them your not interested. I am getting so fustrated about my doctors situation. I need to find one. I dont have a general or CP doc. I need both desperetely. We got a list from my parents insurence, and a first she was like "go through and find one who takes medicaid and the isurence" I was like ok. Then she goes to work on the weekend, comes back and tells me all the sudden no one takes medicaid(in other words telling me that theres no use in looking, because thats what she's heard) I found a doc in Warrensburg, she didnt want it because it wasnt Lee's Summit. My dad and I explained that everything is not in Lee's Summit. I understand that she didnt want to go in Warrensburg, but she didnt want to even look other than Lee's Summit. I guess I will be without a doctor. Today she was like, "I wish I didnt have to drive you to school" It makes me feel like shit, I have no choice. Wheather you feel like it or not, I have to go to school..
Gotta go,
Class.....
~Cheryl
Today she was complaing about my ABLE program because they keep calling about a workshop for parents. Well, she lied, telling them she couldnt make it because she had to work on Wednesday. I understand that much, for God sake just tell them that you don't want to do it. Thats what normal people say. Then she's like, "Well, I think they should understand that some people have to work." I was like... they dont care. They are going to keep asking and arranging around your schudle. So, to alliviate any faulse "help" just tell them your not interested. I am getting so fustrated about my doctors situation. I need to find one. I dont have a general or CP doc. I need both desperetely. We got a list from my parents insurence, and a first she was like "go through and find one who takes medicaid and the isurence" I was like ok. Then she goes to work on the weekend, comes back and tells me all the sudden no one takes medicaid(in other words telling me that theres no use in looking, because thats what she's heard) I found a doc in Warrensburg, she didnt want it because it wasnt Lee's Summit. My dad and I explained that everything is not in Lee's Summit. I understand that she didnt want to go in Warrensburg, but she didnt want to even look other than Lee's Summit. I guess I will be without a doctor. Today she was like, "I wish I didnt have to drive you to school" It makes me feel like shit, I have no choice. Wheather you feel like it or not, I have to go to school..
Gotta go,
Class.....
~Cheryl