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Feb 12, 2007 23:55

I just spent the last half hour, bawling my eyes out. Time has changed so much, but at the same time, in a good way-

I miss Adrienne more than words. I've gotton over the fact that I wont see her more than ever so often, but I dont know. Over the last five years, much has changed for us. We went from having each other as friends, to being so close were all each other have. She's the best thing that has ever happened in my life. Adrienne went from one of those counsulors who worked with me on the seldom occaision to this constant support system. She is my emotional lifejacket, my comical relief. My sister, and everything in between. Its nights like this, why I hate living so far apart. My parents praise our friendship  more than most. She's like my family. I've never met somebody so willing to be with me through everything, like Adrienne. Through the PMS weeks, through the emotional setbacks, through the heartbreaks. Adrienne has never steered me wrong, she's always been right. Always been the one to break through my stubborn nature. Adrienne has never failed to read my feelings, even 5000 miles away. I remember every conversation. The ones that dictate her witty sarcastic personality. The ones where she can't take it anymore, and suddenly its my turn. The conversations where we talk about how life used to be. The ones where we sing and yell at the top of our lungs at Rochester drivers and good music. The quiet conversations where nohing is really said, but two words. I may not see my best friend every day, or even every weekend. I garrentee you she knows more than anyone in nearly 5 years. Adrienne has been there to yell, laugh, and cry with me... every step. She's been here physically through some of the biggest accomplishments. The most important happy moments. My life wouldnt be complete without Adrienne. I hope she know how amazing she truly is, how much she's changed my outlook on so many things, for the better.I love camp for so many different reasons, but one will stick with me as long as I live. It gave me somewhere to belong. Camp above all.... gave me my best friend. It gave me someone to depend on, someone in which I felt like I was needed by. Adrienne is my one person who means the world Even if we are truly states away. Her heart reaches much further. I only hope I do the same for her.

I love Adrienne Rose DiLella. theres not much else to say... she is just amazing, I am so incredibly lucky.
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