It's A Hit

Mar 15, 2006 16:50

I feel shitty right now. I was so sure my life was headed in the right direction. But now I'm more confused than ever. I don't know what's happening with my friends. I think all boys hate me. And even my guitar doesn't show me any sympathy.

I'm 16 now. Haha. sigh. is is possible that I'm going back in time.

He said "is this a date"
and I said "i don't know"

nervous hours on the bus.
secret smiles, lots of lust.
thoughts of how i'll be, are so far different from me
i mask myself for pretection
thinking he'll like the attention
i don't know what to say
how to act
maybe i should be me
hah
thats new

cold air
rain drops
funny previews
my heart stops
I'm funny, really i am
really, i usually have more to say
i'm not as shy as i seem
who am i kidding
this was all a dream
and you've already made up your mind
I'm waking up

ahhh fuck.
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