meh
My aunt and uncle are still here. They were really pissing me off last night though. They kept holding my cats the wrong way and when I told them it hurt the cats to be held that way and they don't like it, and the cats were crying, they didn't even put them down. If they weren't family I would have been screaming my fucking head off at them. I'm very protective, I don't even like other people to hold or touch my cats, especially made them feel uncomfortable. Grrrr......
I went to the mall today with my mom and aunt. I got two knew pairs of shoes. These funky facy boot things to wear all the time, and some runners for dance. I got some new eyeliner too, its a lot better than my old stuff :)
I also went and saw Sweet Home Alabama with my mom tonight. I did my little funky tails on my eyes, and my mom made we wash them off, or else she wouldn't take me to the movie. what a bitch! The movie was pretty good though, it had some really funny parts in it.
I'm home now, and Midnight is sleeping on my lap again. I'm not feeling very well though. I really need to cut, I probably will tonight. I've made it 5 or 6 days now. But I'm feeling sad and stuff. I hate that when my feelings just all messy inside me. That's part of the reason I cut, when I cut I can pinpoint what I'm actually feeling and feel better. emotions are evil, I hate them!
FUCK FUCK FUCK NEED TO CUT CUT CUT! grrrrrrr...........
fuck this I'm gonna go cut!
I went to the mall today with my mom and aunt. I got two knew pairs of shoes. These funky facy boot things to wear all the time, and some runners for dance. I got some new eyeliner too, its a lot better than my old stuff :)
I also went and saw Sweet Home Alabama with my mom tonight. I did my little funky tails on my eyes, and my mom made we wash them off, or else she wouldn't take me to the movie. what a bitch! The movie was pretty good though, it had some really funny parts in it.
I'm home now, and Midnight is sleeping on my lap again. I'm not feeling very well though. I really need to cut, I probably will tonight. I've made it 5 or 6 days now. But I'm feeling sad and stuff. I hate that when my feelings just all messy inside me. That's part of the reason I cut, when I cut I can pinpoint what I'm actually feeling and feel better. emotions are evil, I hate them!
FUCK FUCK FUCK NEED TO CUT CUT CUT! grrrrrrr...........
fuck this I'm gonna go cut!