Yes cause obviously I have lost all faith in the human race because your too stupid to realize that.
I'm a good guy with very noble intentions. I've svaed lives and made sure that my friends were safe. i've been falsley accused of sexual harrasment and risen above it. I've been a good friend to many people. i hold secrets for people that if ever revealed could destroy there lives. And yet I'm a bad person. You have no idea what I've gone through in my short life so how dare you think that can come along and think that I would ever intentionally control someone for my own selfish reasons. I'm Unipolar also which means I go from normal to extremely depressed. This is not fun for me. you actually think I enjoyed threatening someone? I got the shit beat out of me by two girls in seventh grade. It would still happen today. i couldnt hurt a fucking fly. I'm a pacifist for christ sake. i hate fighting. All I want out of life is love, happiness, and to be able to keep people safe. I follow an honor code. please dont you ever ever dare judge me again. Theres another side of me that I hate seeing. When you tap into all the anger and hatred and fear inside of you to play a role in a play, your shocked at what you find. His name was Johnny Bates. He was all my anger rolled up inot a ball but there was a character flaw. When I got inot this character and when I was him I realiazed there was still something inside this monster, he had a heart. He didnt like what he was doing and was actually trying to stop. the mob wouldnt let him. Thats my other side thats where all my anger goes into that and my writing. but my writing has all my emotions thrown inot it. Its a part of me. So Please just try to understand the fact that all I really am is a tortured fucking artist just trying not to fuck his life up. I've been through alot in this short life of mine and the sad thing is its only the beginning. i dont manipulate people and I sure as hell am not playing some type of game. i love her and would never cause her any pain. Thats all. I'm going to go cool myself off now.