May 07, 2005 21:34
That your about to leave some of the best days of your life behind. Topday was very interesting and kind of surreal. i'm kinda sad and almost teared up a little. See what happened is people close to me who are on co-op started leaving. In the morning I had to say good bye to emily whose going away to get help for a little while. And then after lunch I wlaked Jen to class for the last time. She was crying and when I hugged her I didnt want to let go nor did she. I dont know what I'm going to do without her. Shes been one of my best friends for ever now. And I couldnt stop her from crying so i said the only thing that I could think of "remeber i'm only a phone call away" I held back and didnt cry thank god. Then A little while after Jess went and started to leave and I hugged her and almost lost it. All i thought to say was "I dont want to say goodbye"
Boy this day sucked. I love you christine and will need you tommorrow. :(