Jun 21, 2006 13:28
Danny,
I appreciate your honesty; aside from this statement I'm not really sure of anything, nor do I know what else to tell you.
I realize you currently find yourself perplexed and confused, which is understandable, given the circumstances. You're facing a fate that has been awaiting you since you stopped caring about the consequences of the decisions that you've made.
I've done a lot of thinking recently about you, about me, and about us. I wanted you in every sense of the phrase since the first time we spoke on the phone months ago, and I did the best to be that girl you would decide you wanted to be with. But this is June 2006, and truth be told, I stopped waiting for you a long time ago, when a boy named Dan showed me what it felt like to be loved.
You're facing what seems to be a dark and desolate search for happiness in a world which, until now, you've chosen to shun. Danny- you can't treat people who love you as if they don't matter just because you have the ability to do so. You can't use people when you need them, and then throw them away when you're done. If you do, as I'm sure you are now learning, when you finally realize just how much you need them, they'll have left. And I can't be a part of it; I can' t be a part of you- not anymore.
I love you- but I'm not your fucking whore.
-Stacy