Jan 10, 2006 10:46
my guilt has been eating me up.
Everytime I think about what I've done to hurt him, it turns me into an emotional wreck...
it makes me nauseous and want to throw up.
The only thing I can do is forget about it, to lock everything thats happened into a tiny, secret compartment in the back of my head.
dont worry, i'll eventually open it up someday and face it
but now i just need time to heal.