As a Heart gets crushed and killed, A life gets set free...

[doogster]

This will be the death of me. I am no longer afraid to admit it. I still have some feelings for that one person. But I don't want to anymore. It's killing me. Tearing my life apart piece by piece. Day by day, I see my life turn more into hell. I'm tired of living like this. Nobody knows what it feels like to be awake all night looking at the clock

Comments

[anonymous]

believe this because I know.. that time does indeed heal all wounds. You have so much to live for, awesome friends for one. God already knows who will love you and who you will one day truly love. It is not his plan for you to be lonely and brokenhearted. He will deliver you out of this pain, that you must believe. Pray this: God, make me forget the feelings I had for her, and push me forward. He will do that for you if you ask. Imagine if you could forget. That's what you need to do and God will make it happen if you pray and believe. Pray that prayer until it happens. Bless you, Doug, you deserve to be happy.

I like you.

[kojo23]

That was really good. I really liked that comment. I just think Doug...that praying to God to help you lose interest in her isnt going to get you anywhere. Matters of the heart can't easily be pushed away with the slight movement of hand, believe me. The best way to get over anything is to accept it. Trying to fight your heart is only leaving you bruised and broken on a battlefield of love. And its impossible...if you ask me, to depend on any source to completely heal your wounds for you. I believe that God can do wonders...but I think in depending on him is only going to get you in the same rut you started in plus added anger about God not helping out. THIS IS ONLY MY OPINION. I'm such a hypocrite. I think its dumb for people to tell you what to do and here I sit doing exactly what I hate. I just really felt strongly about this one issue. Doug, I've been through it before and accpetance is definately a step in the healing process. But, as it is only a suggestion, you don't have to take it anymore than lightly because the anonymous

[hanni44]

Doug, I've had the understanding that you're going through a very hard time and it hurts me a lot to see it happen to you. Every time i hear those words that i want to die... it gives me chills because you do have so much to live for and God does have a master plan for you. Good things come to those who wait and have strong faith and believe that they will make it another day and another day and so on... Doug... don't give up on life yet.. it's far too soon. We're only teenagers and it's hormones that are bouncing around in us... we just have to move on. I don't know if you were there one service when Tim was saying... all you have to do is... press on, press on, and press on. Doug... i believe in you and you will do amazing things in life. I love you.
~Hannah

[theagonyscene22]

ha that sounded like mrs elliot.......not to make fun of it or anything....
chris f.

[sarasthecoolest]

i love mrs. elliott? well my brother has her this year...isn't she suppose to retire yet?

oxymoron

[blindsidedthric]

IF you kill yourself...where do i go on the weekends?

Re: oxymoron

[megankat22]

that was cute in a weird way

[taylerlowe123]

and also to add to hunters thing who would i love so dearly who actually remembered me in the 2nd grade

[kacy_09]

ugh..i remembered you in the 2nd grade. gosh tayler.

whoever wrote that comment it was really nice. love ya.
Kacy

[doogster]

Thank you guys for the comments. I don't know who the first person to comment was but yeah thank you. I really do appreciate y'all saying that and stuff but I have already tried all those things. That is why I'm ready go give up. I have tried everything and the end result is things only getting worse. Nothing seems to go right for me, and I'm tired of living like this. Again thank guys but I really think there is no hope.