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I haven't updated in like 10 days-that's a pretty long time for me. =) There's definitely been plenty to write about, but I was in an avoidance stage there for a while. It's not such a fun thing when the Lord shows you or lets you see how full of deceit your heart is. Sometimes being real and being known isn't my favourite thing. But things are getting better-just going one day at a time. =)
So Christi and D-Rob's wedding was so much fun. =) I got to spend alot of time with Christi before the wedding, which was fantastic. I got to talk to Scot Sparks for a while and Brad Colley. I helped cut the groom's cake-and made royal mess. It was great. =) Spent 14 hours in the car over a 35 hour period. Had some great time in the car with the Lord. And singing my heart out. I had a great time. Like whenever I spend time with friends from college, it's always just so encouraging. Like I feel spurred on. And it was good to see them not in T-town. I know that probably sounds odd. But as much as I love visiting T-town it's just weird, b/c it's home, but it's not home at the same time. Like when I think of home I think of Tuscaloosa. But back to the wedding-there's no way I could've missed seeing them get married. I did feel special to have my name on the back of the program as a hostess and getting to wear a corsage. Alan did a great job- he had his guitar so I didn't feel like laughing at him and like as laid-back and casual as Alan is, he can be really professional. Christi and Daniel's pre-recorded song was great. I so miss hearing her sing. I definitely had a great time. =)
Get excited friends-there's a new RR/RW challenge called Fresh Meat. It is drama to the max. It's gonna be good. =) hehe
So I'm reading through Mark again and I read over the feeding of the 5000 and the feeding of the 4000. And was the fish served raw or did they cook it or was it already cooked? How did that work? Another thing I noticed is that it says the people ate and were satisfied. And you know I think about myself and the thought of bread and fish being satisfying-it just doesn't register. Possibly b/c I don't like fish, but also b/c it's just 2 things. But they were also really hungry. But I was thinking how often I think of satisfaction-not just with food-but that it's quantitative, it comes with numbers. That to be satisfied I need more, instead of just being content with what I'm given. Also one time when Jesus was healing someone, He had to lay hands twice. What does that mean? Did the man not have enough faith? Honestly, my first thought was did it not work the first time, was Jesus off? But that can't be. Later on when it talks about forfeiting your soul to gain the world-totally made me think of Lex Luthor.
I watched Superman I and II. I enjoyed them, but they were hard to get through just b/c I"m so ingrained with Smallville. Christopher Reeves was quite a good looking man. =) I love General Zod and when they come to "planet Houston." He cracks me up. "Kneel before Zod." I"m going to rent III and IV before I go to Russia.
I went to The Porch tonight which is like the Well. I had class last semester so I couldn't go. I could've gone last week but I just didn't want to and I didn't go over WEC or spring break and I totally could've. But it just feels like a chore going. It's so different b/c I loved going to the Well 97% of the time. I admit a few times it did feel like a chore. A couple of my girls were going to go, I called them like 1 1/2 hours before and didn't hear back from them. But I decided to go. But I was like gripped with this fear of going alone and I just didn't want to. But the Lord was like "shut up and go inside." So I did. I went in and sat down and there was this chic in front of me by herself so I introduced myself to her and made a friend. It was her first time to anything WM related. She won't be in town this weekend but the next weekend I'm in town I"m going to give her a call or something and hopefully we can go together.
Well I"m getting tired and this is pretty long.
Peace and love!!! =)
So Christi and D-Rob's wedding was so much fun. =) I got to spend alot of time with Christi before the wedding, which was fantastic. I got to talk to Scot Sparks for a while and Brad Colley. I helped cut the groom's cake-and made royal mess. It was great. =) Spent 14 hours in the car over a 35 hour period. Had some great time in the car with the Lord. And singing my heart out. I had a great time. Like whenever I spend time with friends from college, it's always just so encouraging. Like I feel spurred on. And it was good to see them not in T-town. I know that probably sounds odd. But as much as I love visiting T-town it's just weird, b/c it's home, but it's not home at the same time. Like when I think of home I think of Tuscaloosa. But back to the wedding-there's no way I could've missed seeing them get married. I did feel special to have my name on the back of the program as a hostess and getting to wear a corsage. Alan did a great job- he had his guitar so I didn't feel like laughing at him and like as laid-back and casual as Alan is, he can be really professional. Christi and Daniel's pre-recorded song was great. I so miss hearing her sing. I definitely had a great time. =)
Get excited friends-there's a new RR/RW challenge called Fresh Meat. It is drama to the max. It's gonna be good. =) hehe
So I'm reading through Mark again and I read over the feeding of the 5000 and the feeding of the 4000. And was the fish served raw or did they cook it or was it already cooked? How did that work? Another thing I noticed is that it says the people ate and were satisfied. And you know I think about myself and the thought of bread and fish being satisfying-it just doesn't register. Possibly b/c I don't like fish, but also b/c it's just 2 things. But they were also really hungry. But I was thinking how often I think of satisfaction-not just with food-but that it's quantitative, it comes with numbers. That to be satisfied I need more, instead of just being content with what I'm given. Also one time when Jesus was healing someone, He had to lay hands twice. What does that mean? Did the man not have enough faith? Honestly, my first thought was did it not work the first time, was Jesus off? But that can't be. Later on when it talks about forfeiting your soul to gain the world-totally made me think of Lex Luthor.
I watched Superman I and II. I enjoyed them, but they were hard to get through just b/c I"m so ingrained with Smallville. Christopher Reeves was quite a good looking man. =) I love General Zod and when they come to "planet Houston." He cracks me up. "Kneel before Zod." I"m going to rent III and IV before I go to Russia.
I went to The Porch tonight which is like the Well. I had class last semester so I couldn't go. I could've gone last week but I just didn't want to and I didn't go over WEC or spring break and I totally could've. But it just feels like a chore going. It's so different b/c I loved going to the Well 97% of the time. I admit a few times it did feel like a chore. A couple of my girls were going to go, I called them like 1 1/2 hours before and didn't hear back from them. But I decided to go. But I was like gripped with this fear of going alone and I just didn't want to. But the Lord was like "shut up and go inside." So I did. I went in and sat down and there was this chic in front of me by herself so I introduced myself to her and made a friend. It was her first time to anything WM related. She won't be in town this weekend but the next weekend I'm in town I"m going to give her a call or something and hopefully we can go together.
Well I"m getting tired and this is pretty long.
Peace and love!!! =)