All time low
These emotions are slowly creeping in and the accumlation is too much to take. It's weighing down my heart and I'm helpless tonight.
I've been trying to be oblivious about things, keeping my mind off things that should have been, but it doesn't help. They never perish, it's all in the mind of the individual. They never stop haunting you, never. I'm sorry for all that have been. It seems like nothing's quite what i imagined, I was wrong. One day, i'll take a chance, a leap of faith, i'll make an effort to turn these around. Because it's too hard to ever just give up or forget someone, someone who gave you so much to remember. Quoting A, if i can't then i must.
Growing up, somehow birthdays just dont feel that special and dear anymore. Seems like it's just another year. But of course, the whole bunch of you guys just never fail to make me feel ever so touched and loved each year. Thankyou for everything (on my birthday and every other day). Of course, some walk in and out each year but you're all part and parcel of some chapter in my life and i appreciate that. I love you, homies. ♥ Couldn't have been better.
( I like putting my playlist on repeat, songs that I'll never forget or get bored of. Each song with the ability to empower the rush of that same 'o train of thoughts through your mind and bring back the same surge of memories and emotions each time you listen to it. They all mean too much.)
I've been trying to be oblivious about things, keeping my mind off things that should have been, but it doesn't help. They never perish, it's all in the mind of the individual. They never stop haunting you, never. I'm sorry for all that have been. It seems like nothing's quite what i imagined, I was wrong. One day, i'll take a chance, a leap of faith, i'll make an effort to turn these around. Because it's too hard to ever just give up or forget someone, someone who gave you so much to remember. Quoting A, if i can't then i must.
Growing up, somehow birthdays just dont feel that special and dear anymore. Seems like it's just another year. But of course, the whole bunch of you guys just never fail to make me feel ever so touched and loved each year. Thankyou for everything (on my birthday and every other day). Of course, some walk in and out each year but you're all part and parcel of some chapter in my life and i appreciate that. I love you, homies. ♥ Couldn't have been better.
( I like putting my playlist on repeat, songs that I'll never forget or get bored of. Each song with the ability to empower the rush of that same 'o train of thoughts through your mind and bring back the same surge of memories and emotions each time you listen to it. They all mean too much.)