Lost
Lost in my own orientation.
Haven't felt so blissful and happy while being trapped in my own little bubble in a long while. Well, thankyou? I kind of like life now, but i need to isolate myself in a smaller bubble that will associate with lesser external particles. I need to be autistic, because my attitude sucks and I'm a screwed up kid. yadaa yadaa whatever. Hey doods, your definition of screwed up itself, is screwed up. Tautulogy used in the most apt way possible. But whatever, if you see me as a screwed up kid, I am. (Love the way you lie, okay im abit abit high now)
Anyhow, I realised i'm easily contented, i am super contented with my results although damn little people will think the same way about my grades. But why do I expect so much from this then? Why do I never seem to get enough and why am i never contented with it? (Note: never) I sound contradictory. My posts are never fathomable anyway. Anyhow, speaking about grades, my taboo topic ever since I entered RJ, the land of competitiveness and elitism, people should, in my opinion, brace up, be optimistic and be contented with what they have or what they achieved. Nothing's impossible but we shouldn't yearn for the unrealistic. Get real, seriously.
Lepaking is one of my favourite activities now, after shopping. Hahahah jomain crashed RJ today, i miss St nicks, really ): No one else and no other place is comparable. Simply because, stnicks, you're irreplaceable.