Apr 21, 2005 16:23
I think that somehow I have morphed into Oscar the Grouch. Seriously. I keep expecting little pluffs of green hair to sprout on my skin and my eyes to bug out. And then I can live by myself in a smelly garbage can and not irritate others or be irritated by others. There is one person that I just can't be around right now without getting annoyed and I feel so bad because the person doesn't really do anything wrong, just the little things get to me and the person is constantly there. And maybe it's just because I'm so stressed out with finals coming. I have a million papers and projects (the fun life of an English major). And I've just recently been rejected by another boy that I liked because "things aren't working out" and for once can't they work out? Listen to the self-pity right there. Yuck. And then there is the going home for the summer dilemna. I miss my mom sooooooo much but don't want to go home because my life is here. My friends are here. I have my routine. It fits. So for whatever reason, I've just been really moody lately. And I don't get much alone time and I'm just driving myself crazy which is driving everyone else crazy. And I just feel like I'm being the biggest bitch in the world which annoys me even more. And I burnt my tongue and it bled for twenty minutes and now it's raw and I can't taste anything. And I just want some junior mints because they will make it all better. Well junior mints, and then maybe the cute Sig Ep to cuddle with.