I wish things would change...
Right now life sucks, im tired of the same thing that life has thrown in my direction....
Monday i went to josh's house and i got drunk which was fun... Well we ended up doing some stuff and i dont quiet remember all of it, but i tried getting a hold of him the past couple days and no answer and then tonight i get his message and his dad was int he hospital for a heart attack and he forgot his phone at home.... Well that is undertandable, but along with that he said he wanted to just be friends and might end up moving back to chicago, by the time i read that im already upset at the fact he used me like he did.. and my luck with guys is sucky anyways... I send him a message saying that i figured he was just like most other guys and that got him pissed at me and telling me i have no idea what he is going through...
Everyone i know has been telling me that same exact line latley, how can i not know what your going through??? I live with everything going on with my dad everyday of my life... So what if i dont cry over it, i just cant do it I hold my pain in and i dont show it so i guess they think i just dont hurt like they do. I dont know but im getting tired of people telling me that when they have no clue what i am going through as well...
Monday i went to josh's house and i got drunk which was fun... Well we ended up doing some stuff and i dont quiet remember all of it, but i tried getting a hold of him the past couple days and no answer and then tonight i get his message and his dad was int he hospital for a heart attack and he forgot his phone at home.... Well that is undertandable, but along with that he said he wanted to just be friends and might end up moving back to chicago, by the time i read that im already upset at the fact he used me like he did.. and my luck with guys is sucky anyways... I send him a message saying that i figured he was just like most other guys and that got him pissed at me and telling me i have no idea what he is going through...
Everyone i know has been telling me that same exact line latley, how can i not know what your going through??? I live with everything going on with my dad everyday of my life... So what if i dont cry over it, i just cant do it I hold my pain in and i dont show it so i guess they think i just dont hurt like they do. I dont know but im getting tired of people telling me that when they have no clue what i am going through as well...