Jan 27, 2008 16:49
I'm really quite excited about teaching film studies at the moment. I lead three seminar groups (each with about eight students) on the basic film history module - which is a core course for all first year undergraduates in the film and tv department. At first I was very nervous, and got by with pre-determined questions, nods of agreement and jokes; but I think that now, especially as I know each student pretty well (and have marked some of their written work), we're really starting to get somewhere, and are having productive and interesting discussions. I really really hope that at least some of them think so too.
Over the past week, we've been working on Sciuscia, a De Sica film from the mid-1940s. One of the pre-arranged discussion topics was 'the other boys in prison', on which two students had a short conference and presented their ideas to the group. From there, the rest of the group picked it up and managed to hammer out a really interesting observation about Pasquale's cellmates, which I think is an important point about the film in general. I hadn't thought about it before, but we managed to get there together - and I brought the point up in the following two classes. It was brilliant.
But then there were also places where I tripped over my words, or struggled to bring out the important points. In the third seminar I was observed by a senior member of staff and was quite nervous about it, which caused my mind to go blank at two specific points. I wanted to take these home and think about how they could've been better achieved; I so want to be better at it for next week. I love the idea that you have the potential to constantly improve how you do things, if only you make the effort at it.