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okay.. so.. a lot is coming down all at once.. I think I had a great week last week to prepare me for this week... yet I'm wearing thin. I hate I can't help tara.. I hate that I feel like we aren't even together.. wait, not that we aren't together, that well.. yeah maybe.. or maybe we are just missing.. I miss her.. soo much.. I hate what is happening.. but.. i'm curious to see what happens.. just because this is all in shock, and I don't think anyone knows what is next.. then.. bridget is mad at me for the stupidest reason ever and she is covering it up saying i don't like her girlfriend.. hello, I'm all for bridget dating girls.. no problem, and I did say I liked her.. I actually like her a lot.. but ok.. so we went to pick them up, and I was getting an uncomfortable vibe, and then I didn't want to go shopping.. I wasn't in the mood anyway.. but bridget was like.. so you want to go with me to kohls.. blah blah blah, I can't remember how it went.. and I felt like she wanted me to go.. but I'm sorry that I didnt' feel like going and I wanted to go home.. but yeah, way to drag it out and hang out on me.. how mature... jamie and I watched a movie at my house, I didn't tell tara I loved her when I left her a message while we were driving, and tara said something about it.. and I said so.. and then she sounded weird.. yeah.. well first she went.. who's jamie. a.nd then when I stumbled to think how i could get her to know who she was.. she was like.. oh is that the girl that kept texting you at the bar.. and I said yes.. and she responded with a weird tone.. and I was like what.. and she said nothing.... anyway.. work is interesting.. can't you tell I'm not saying all I want to.. yeah.. can't help it