things that are bothering me
so tara isn't really in the best mood lately, and I feel like I do everything but make things better.. and she said I can't do anything about it because I'm not causing it, but hanging out with her friends makes everything seem like it's okay? yeah.. bummer. bothered because she asks me what's wrong and then gets mad when I tell her.. why ask?
I walked in the door after I worked 2-10 with my mom saying.. watch bethany from 4-8 on friday, that's nice even though I made plans with tara already, not a hello not a I haven't seen you in a couple of days.. yeah.
then okay, major deal.. I'm really angry with my sister Gabrielle.. most recent reasons for anger.. I don't like bein bothered in the morning, I don't like loud noises or any one talking to me.. yeah she rings the door bell and makes everything bark at my house.. yeah soo pissed. she leaves all of her shit in my room and says she doesn't.. she leaves more door open, and acts like this is her room.. She doesn't talk to me at all.. didn't even ask me if she could put her computer in my room.. one day it just showed up.. Tara was like, well why don't you just go talk to her.. and I told her it doesn't work that way and she didn't get it.. yeah even if I tried to have a conversation with her she would say a few things and then ignore me. It's like she is this complete stranger and she doesn't even care.. all she cares about is brad and brads feelings and fuck all of you and my dog that I don't care about because brad needs me.
alright, Casey is another thing.. he asked me if I was mad at him because "I've been quiet".. I told him no.. I jusat haven't been in the best of moods lately.. so yeah.. he didn't believe me.. all I need a gay boy starting problems that I can't handle.
Another things.. I really wanted to go to prom.. but I didn't have anyone to go with.. and I know it shouldn't really matter, but I am really bummed that I didn't go.. it's just another thing that made this year a waste. lee was will to come all the way from PA as my date, but I don't think that would be a smart idea on my part.. an I wanted to do something special with tara instead.. but she is going to this thing for her football team, and I'm not going, so now I'm going to be all alone.. yeah bummer..
another things, the whole myers things didn't work out and now I have to tell Kia and I suck at no's .. I had a bad feeling about it any way.. but honestly.. when it came down to it I was lead to false hopes.
I walked in the door after I worked 2-10 with my mom saying.. watch bethany from 4-8 on friday, that's nice even though I made plans with tara already, not a hello not a I haven't seen you in a couple of days.. yeah.
then okay, major deal.. I'm really angry with my sister Gabrielle.. most recent reasons for anger.. I don't like bein bothered in the morning, I don't like loud noises or any one talking to me.. yeah she rings the door bell and makes everything bark at my house.. yeah soo pissed. she leaves all of her shit in my room and says she doesn't.. she leaves more door open, and acts like this is her room.. She doesn't talk to me at all.. didn't even ask me if she could put her computer in my room.. one day it just showed up.. Tara was like, well why don't you just go talk to her.. and I told her it doesn't work that way and she didn't get it.. yeah even if I tried to have a conversation with her she would say a few things and then ignore me. It's like she is this complete stranger and she doesn't even care.. all she cares about is brad and brads feelings and fuck all of you and my dog that I don't care about because brad needs me.
alright, Casey is another thing.. he asked me if I was mad at him because "I've been quiet".. I told him no.. I jusat haven't been in the best of moods lately.. so yeah.. he didn't believe me.. all I need a gay boy starting problems that I can't handle.
Another things.. I really wanted to go to prom.. but I didn't have anyone to go with.. and I know it shouldn't really matter, but I am really bummed that I didn't go.. it's just another thing that made this year a waste. lee was will to come all the way from PA as my date, but I don't think that would be a smart idea on my part.. an I wanted to do something special with tara instead.. but she is going to this thing for her football team, and I'm not going, so now I'm going to be all alone.. yeah bummer..
another things, the whole myers things didn't work out and now I have to tell Kia and I suck at no's .. I had a bad feeling about it any way.. but honestly.. when it came down to it I was lead to false hopes.