I am.. flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
So I keep putting off this research paper for schmidt and yeah I'm down to my last week. I don't think she will fail me, but yet, I want to make sure I do it. I've been working a lot. but this week coming up I only work tuesday through thursday. I'm off monday for cedar point and friday through sunday because I said i was going to prom, I'm not, kind of bummed, but what can you do. It's okay though because tara bridget and I are going to go to bounce, I tried to get casey to come but he won't even ask his grandparents. other then that everything's alright, I made my kite, and well.. the first day it flew on the first wind, but then it crashed down and I messed with it, so then I just used one part of it, but I can't get the bridle right. I just want it to fly, honestly. Yesterday, which was friday, I worked and then I went over Tara's house and brought her flowers and her favorite ice cream, just because. we watched the OC and then Dawn of the Dead, yeah that's all I have to say. then we woke up at like 11:30.. and yeah I wish I would have slept more, because we went to sleep at like 3 ish. she made me breakfast and we watched some more OC.. then we went to Kmart.. and then well we layed around, we didn't start fighting but, we did what we do, because she said something and I took it wrong, and I wanted to leave.. and then I got upset. I wish I were a stronger person, one tenth of a stronger person then I am right now emotionally would be good. then her friend sarah came over and she was having girl problems.. and then she left and I left, and I came home and haven't really been doing anything since then, but I'm tired so I think I'll sleep. I work 3-11 tomorrow, hopefully before hand I can do my paper. I need will power.. that's all. good night