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somehow lately this new satisfiedly full happy thing has taken over my life but i am still going through withdrawl.
i proclaim withdrawl being one of the top three worst feelings. guilt being another.
my body feels so hot. thats what you get for being the sun all day. wimp. and my bladder is kicking "realease. please!!". i have to pee so bad. i do not feel the need how ever to get up-- im alone. its middle of the night. im wide awake- again. lounging. and seduced by a repeative wickwickwick (wish applied wooooooooooooosh) of a ceiling fan. a warm glow standing lamp. ... i will get up. yaa... there's chinese food in the fridge. ok. up. ......................... ok. now.
i proclaim withdrawl being one of the top three worst feelings. guilt being another.
my body feels so hot. thats what you get for being the sun all day. wimp. and my bladder is kicking "realease. please!!". i have to pee so bad. i do not feel the need how ever to get up-- im alone. its middle of the night. im wide awake- again. lounging. and seduced by a repeative wickwickwick (wish applied wooooooooooooosh) of a ceiling fan. a warm glow standing lamp. ... i will get up. yaa... there's chinese food in the fridge. ok. up. ......................... ok. now.