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wow. so today was travis and my one month. i know that REALLY isn't a long time. but it was just weird. b/c it doesn't seem like a month. gosh. he's amazing. i dont' even know how to put it into words. like you know how its one person who can always make you happy? how you can never be mad at them? thats how travis is for me. he's always there. he gives me great advice too. its cool. he understands me. which is a feat hard to accomplish. but yes...he has accomplished it..for the most part. i think there are still things he doesn't understand about me...but it would be impossible for him to understand them becasue even i don't understand myself. haha.
travis, i know i don't really get to hang out with you a lot lately, but i just want you to know one thing. i love you. you have made everything that has gone on so much more bearable. you know how to make me laugh, and cry, and smile. and god knows i can't be mad at you. convincing me to go to young life, thats not something anyone has been able to do. i mean...even my sister couldn't convince me to go to youth group. you are an amazing person. the little things you do mean the most. all the advice you give me, gosh. who knows where i would be without all that. probably stuck in some hole in atlanta when all my friends ditched me. haha. im sorry i was such a bitch to you last year. and im sorry things didn't work out this summer. but im definitely glad i didn't make the same mistake twice (or in my opinion for like the 6th time). even after all those times you gave me lectures about it. i'm sorry for making fun of you all the time. and for making you feel guilty. i don't mean to. thank you for everything you've done for me. everything you've said to me. everything you've done to me. you are unbelievable. and i love you. even more than you can imagine.