Aug 20, 2005 02:29
I am so sick of being fucked with.
Because it's either me or her you're lying to, or maybe it's both of us.
You always told me you loved my honesty, loved how open I was. And I said the same to you. But what is this? I haven't heard back from you since you talked to her. I was supposed to see you today, and didn't. I was supposed to talk to you yesterday, but didn't.
You told her YOU WERE FUCKING DRUNK??????????
After spouting all that to me that no guy needed beer goggles to care about me, especially you, because I was such a goddamn beautiful woman?
Be straight with me, be straight with her.
I would have preferred this on the phone or in person, but I have distinct suspicion that you're avoiding me. Avoiding a little girl?
Face me. You know how to reach me. I just can't believe you'd do this... especially to someone you said you were in love with.
Regarding my previous entry, I'm still looking to see Kif and Danny, and anyone else you genuinely cares (like I'm hoping those two do). I'm trying to feel better, because by now most of you know how fucked I've been lately, even if you don't know why. I was trying not to make a big deal of it, or of what happened; I was just trying to feel better. That's all I want.
Oh, and for people to stop FUCKING WITH ME.